Best Friend + Matthew Espinosa

3 | Smoking

"I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall. The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live? The death of a bachelor"

-Death of a bachelor by Panic! At the disco :)

A/N: IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE READING STUFF ABOUT SMOKING CIGARETTES OR MARIJUANA. then it is definitely the wrong time to read this chapter.

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"So who's ready to party?"

I watched Matthew laughed as he poured alcohol in a red cup with a smirk on his lips. He turned to Johnson and cheered while he gulped down the alcohol down his throat less than 10 seconds.

Yes, I have gone to a party before with Matty. I just felt like something terrible is going to happen in a minute. What could it be? I sighed and pushed away my negative thoughts.

I shouldn't be worrying over something and overthink it. All I needed was to drink and have the night of my life.

I walked over to the counter that's filled with different types of alcohol, I poured myself a half cup of alcohol. I looked at it then smelt it. I coughed when the strong scent hit me. I felt like people were staring at me from my back, so I closed my eyes shut and gulped down the strong liquid.

I filled my cup again then walked back to Matthew. I stopped in my tracks when Matthew's arm was around a girl's waist. There goes that feeling again. What the hell is going on? I ignored the strange feeling and walked over to them.

"Oh hey! Jannalyn meet Claire." He said as he introduced me to the girl that had Matthew's arm around.

"You must be Jannalyn! It's finally nice to meet you." She sweetly smiled and held her hand out for a handshake.

"It's nice to meet you too." I fake smiled and shook her hand while I tried my hardest to not squeeze her hand. The way she looked and talked makes me want to choke that bitch. Why am I acting like this? I'm his best friend, I should be happy if he's happy. "I'm going out to the backyard, be right back.." I was about to head out until Matthew caught my arm.

Please tell me to stay. Please tell me to stay.

"Come back in 10 minutes, okay? We're all going to play Truth or dare!" He grinned.

"Um, sure." I nodded, he smiled then let go of my arm and walked off somewhere with Claire by his side. My arm suddenly felt cold when he let go of it. What the fuck is going on with me?

I groaned and headed out looking for someone who had a cigarette. I saw a tall guy with brown hair sitting alone by the tree with a cigarette between his two lips. Without thinking, I walked over to him and sat by him.

"Uh?" He strangely looked at me.

"Hi! I'm Jannalyn and I really need a smoke right now." I pointed to the pack of cigarettes he had in his hand. He looked down at it and took one out before he gave it to me and lighted it for me.

"Aren't you a little too young to be smoking?" He asked.

"Yes, but just one more year and I won't be. Plus, no one gives a fuck nowadays." I shrugged my shoulders letting out a smoke. He nodded, agreeing with me.