Best Friend + Matthew Espinosa

33. oh, how romantic

hell started like 2 weeks ago and .. is it going great? Hell no
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June 26, 2016 -10:00 am

"Jannalyn! Someone is here for you!" My mother yelled from down stairs. Who could it be? It can't be Matt, knowing Matt he would just climb through my window. It can't be Andrea either, knowing her she would just barge in.

I groan out loud forcing myself to get up from the bed. I'm lazy, deal with it. I throw my phone on my bed then walk down the stairs like a zombie.

"Who is it?" I ask my mother.

"It's a guy, you tell me." She eyed me up and down in a joking way.

"stop it, mom." I push her away, shooing her.

"Does Matthew know about this!!" Mom yells, before walking away leaving me alone.

I opened the door with an annoyed look on my face. My eyes widen when I saw who appeared at my front door.

"Sammy." I let out a sigh. He smiled weakly at me, swaying back and forth. What do I say? What the hell are you doing here? No that's too mean. I stood there with my mouth gaped open and wide eyes. He cleared his throat to get my attention. "I-uh, come in."

I moved to the side so he can come in. He entered my house nervously looking around for someone. Hm.

"We need to talk." We both said at the same time as I close the front door.

"Let's talk in my room, yeh?" I asked him.

"Uh.. Is your window facing Matthew's bedroom window?" He stuffs his hands in his front pocket of his jeans.

"Yeah, why?" I ask him, why is he acting so strange?

"W-we don't need to go up there.. to your room. We can just talk here, you know." He shrug his shoulders, I don't know what's up with him but I agreed.

"So- uh, about the."

"Kiss." We both said at the same time again looking down at our feet. I look up at his eyes, guilt filled his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I really am." I nod.

"Just let me ask you, Why did you k-kiss me?" I ask him.

"I just wanted to kiss you before I know you will never be mine." He said, quietly.

"Sammy.. I only see you as friend, a best friend even!" I tell him.

"I know, I know. But, fuck, you're an amazing girl. He should be lucky to have you, I know I would." He says looking directly at my eyes.

"Thank you, Sammy. I'm sorry."

"It's okay, there's no reason for you to apologize. So are we good now?" He smiles.

"Of course!" I smile hugging me. As soon as I hug him, someone opened my front door clearing their throat. We pulled away and looked at the person, Matt.