Best Friend + Matthew Espinosa

94 | Another one?

Author's note: I'm sorry ??

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Sunday, December 3, 2016-

"I'm so fucking excited!" I squealed, grinning widely tapping my foot against the floor nervously. Ryan chuckled at me, lifting my suitcase and placed it next to me. We waited for his to come and when it did, we took it and left the airport.

"What do you think we should do first?" We opened the door, sounds of car horns and angry voices filled my ears. We stood aside waiting for a taxi. He took my small hand in his, placing a few kisses on the back of my hand. I couldn't help but wrap my arms around him, nuzzling my head on his chest.

"I would say sleep, but we're in Paris..." I startled when a car honked behind me. Ryan laughed at me pulling me closer to him making me feel safe.

"We can take a nap first, then we can explore." He nodded, kissing the top of my forehead. "Sounds good?"

"Yes." I got on my tippy toes and kissed him right on his precious lips.

"I love you," he mumbled. He tilted my chin up to look me in the eyes, I frowned. It saddens me how he tells me he loves me but I can't say it back, I can't imagine how he feels.

"I..." He started shaking his head at me cutting me off from what I had to say.

"Baby, it's okay... I know it's going to take a while." He pushed back all of my hair behind my ears.

"I want to give us a try," I said so suddenly, he stared at me with wide eyes.

"Come again?" He stuttered.

"I want to give us a chance." I chuckled slightly at he reaction. He didn't speak another word, he just wrapped his arms around my waist and spun me around. I giggled softly, everyone around us gave us strange looks.

"What made you..." He placed me back down onto the ground. He cupped both of my pink cheeks, leaving soft kisses all over my face. "Wha-" I shrugged my shoulders.

"I finally realize how amazing you are, Ry. You're literally every girls' dream of their 'perfect guy' Out of everyone in this world, you chose me." His eyes glistening. "You make me so happy and loved. You treat me the right way every girl should be treated. You're a perfect guy and I..." I wasn't sure if it was too quick to say it already, but my mind didn't give me a chance to think as the words slipped out of my mouth making the both of us shock. "I love you, Ryan." His eyes widened even more.

"Oh, princess." He lifted me up and spun me around again. When he stopped spinning, I wrapped my legs around his waist and cupped his face. "You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this happen." He whispered. I didn't do anything other than smash my lips against his. "I love you. I love you." He repeated over and over again against my lips.

"I love you." I giggled, hugging him tightly.

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Wednesday, December 6, 2016-

It was our fourth night here in Paris. These past three nights have been an amazing experience and I was happy I got to spend it with Ryan. We explored all around Paris, we took cute photos, we tasted new food, and just had a wonderful time together.