I woke up to Jared playing piano. The keys sang a soft little song that made me want to sleep some more. But before I could doze off again, I sat up and touseled my hair.
I heard the piano stop and footsteps approach. "Morning gorgeous."
I beamed up at Jared, "Morning handsome."
He went into the kitchen and brought me a cup of coffee. Evana wanted to join the fun, so I pulled her in my lap. She panted and stuck her tongue out at Jared. "Good morning to you too." He said, petting her.
"So I have some errands if you want to tag along. Or you can stay here with Eva." I say to Jared.
He nods, "I think I'll stay here. You might want to go to your house and get some clothes."
I smile and stand up and move to the bedroom where I throw on a sweater and some shorts. I walk back out and grab my purse. Jared says goodbye as I walk out the door.
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I return with a new bag of clothes in hand and a bag of Eva's food and toys. Both of them, previously laying in the couch, rush towards me. Jared takes the bags and Eva attempts to jump on me just as she always has. Her fur has started to thin and patches of skin now show. Parts of her ribs were now poking out from her sides.
I pick her up without saying anything, trying to ignore the inevitable.
Without warning, Jared comes from behind and hugs both Eva and I.
"Why don't we relax a little." Jared said, pulling my sides towards the couch.
As we sit down, Eva jumps out of my hand as if she knew what I was about to do. I felt secure with my decision. Jared was the only guy that had made me feel special since. . . then. If this didn't work out, I wouldn't understand.
As Jared looks at me, I half smile. Now the nerves were settling in. I crawl up towards him, resting one knee between his legs and my arms on either side of him. He stretches up to kiss me, and places his hands on my waist. I throw my legs over him, now straddling him, and I peel off my sweater.
Jared pulls back and I see that familiar glisten of lust in his eyes, "Dawson we don't have to."
"I know." I whisper.
Jared raises his eyebrows slightly and pulls me in again, smashing our lips together. He sits up, still holding me close, and then stands. Carrying me, he makes the short walk to the bedroom. Then he slams me on the bed, unbuttoning his jeans. As soon as his boxers are exposed, he kneals and bends over me, starting to kiss me. He inches his way, painfully slow, down my neck, onto my collar bones, down my torso and to the edge of my jeans. My back arcs as his soft lips graze my lower abdomen. He knew exactly what he was doing, and he wanted me to wait until I was just begging, pleading for him to take me.
There, he unbuttons them. Slowly slipping them off, along with my undies. Jared kneals down and
slides my legs onto his shoulders. He nestles his head between my thighs pecking them seductively. He glides nearer and nearer. I grab his hair and try to make him move faster but he stops, "Uh uh uh, be patient babygirl." he mutters with a dominant smirk. I start to pant as I release his hair, and he goes back. His tongue presses against my thighs, inching closer and closer. My nerve ending capture every poke and prod he throws at me. Suddenly his tongue glides into my opening and my hips buck.
He works through me, making me moan with pleasure.
"Fuck Jared! You're killing me!" I scream as he goes harder.
Without warning, he stands up, sliding down his boxers and revealing his memberm, throbbingm, yearning to be released. He gets on his knees on the bed and slides himself in. I gasp and moan, gripping the sheets next to me. Jared then hovers over me and I wrap my arms over his back, digging my nails into him.
"Oh God." he pants, rotating his hips harder into me.
I'm lost in the pleasure as he throws me on top. His hands tight around my waist, making sure I dont go anywhere.
I rock back and forth, throwing my head back, "Fuck."
He digs harder, then faster, and moves his body in such a animalistic way. He digs his fingertips into my ass as I push his shoulders into the bed.
"Dawson I'm-" he tries but I cover his mouth and nod.
He releases seconds later, and I follow not shortly after. I drape over to the other side of the bed, so Jared and I are adjacent.
He looks over at me, still out of breath, "Fucking shit you. . ." a smile breaks out on his face. He pushes back the stray hairs on his face.
I nod and smile, using all the energy I can to manage that. My body was exposed, Jared's as well, was now like a ragdolls, weak and exhasted. I couldn't talk, the adrenalin and bliss still incontrol.
Then I hear something that froze me to the core:
"I love you."
