New dawn -book 1

21. Journey

On the plane back to Port Angles I was anxious to keep and eye on Seth, in case he stop breathing again. I was sat next to Jake on the way back, " This is all my fault, I was so stupid, Sophie warned me it would be a trap."

" your not stupid, maybe a bit reckless, but a least your alright." Jake reassured me. However it wasn't helping. " The one thing I don't get is how did Bella and Edward know where I was ?" I wondered.

"Well, Seth couldn't get through, so I visited the Cullens, and Blondie said you were acting weird and get this, she was worried about you, so she had already told Bella and Edward! After that Alice had a vision of you."He said astounded. Worried about me ? I thought she hated me? What was going on?

"But I thought wolves blocked Alice's visions?" I pondered.

Jake shrugged, obviously he had no idea about what I was going on about. Still many unanswered questions filled my head. But I was just going to have to live with it. Or find them out by myself.

When we landed we were greeted by the rest of the Cullens who drove us back to Forks in there top of the range selection of cars. I was in Rosalie's red convertible with her and Emmett. I couldn't help worrying about Seth but something else crossed by mine, something Jacob told me earlier. Rosalie was worried about me? But I couldn't contain myself. "Rosalie, when I came and visited you, Jacob said you were worried about me?" I asked.

She hesitated, but knew perfectly well what I was talking about. "In all honesty, yes I was worried about you."

"But why?" I said a little confused.

"Don't tell anybody I said this but I favour you over the other wolves." She mumbled.

"Better than Bella?" Emmett snickered.

"She could of revealed us at anytime and gave little thought to immortality!" Rosalie whispered to Emmett.

This was madness, Rosalie liked me over my own cousin who married her brother, they were practically sisters.

We arrived home in the afternoon of 2nd January, Charlie would be coming home in two days. We all went to the Cullens house so me and Seth could be examined by Carlisle.

" Your fine, just a few bruises." Carlisle said to me.

"As for Seth, most of the bottom ribs are broke, so it will take him longer to heal, probably a week."Carlisle explained. This was good news, at least I knew that he wasn't going to die. I would still have him. But I will never forgive myself, even if he has, for what I've done.

At five I decided I should go home, " I'm going home so I'll see you tomorrow maybe?" I announced .

When Seth objected, "Your not walking home on your own, I'll walk you home." he gasped.

" I'll be alright, in all honesty I think you need walking home." I replied.

" I'll take Seth home when I drop off Leah," Josh offered.

I nodded and hugged him.

Jake took me home on his way down to la push. It was silent until Jake opened his mouth "I know no one has said it but it took a lot of guts for you to go to those vampire scum and I think that was quite brave."

"Thanks." I said, if it was suppose to be a compliment.

I arrived home and stayed up for a while, before going to bed, as it had been a stressful three days.