So I guess I'm suppose to tell you who I am well I'm crave but my real names jordan I am a female but people like to call me crave cause I'm a "rebel" or something.
Anyways my life isn't all that good at home I tend to fight with my mum a lot. My dad walk out on my mum when she told him she was pregnant with my older brother Alex and then came running back when he was born and then they had me they got married about a year after I was born and then got a devorce when I was in kindergarden. Alex moved out about a year ago and now since he moved to LA me and my mum do nuthing but fight that's why I'm always doing the stuff I do. I stay out after cerfew I steel thing from the shops and I grfiti the walls in ally ways and worst of all I smoke and I promised myself I wouldn't and I also have been ditching school for about a month or so and when I'm grounded I just walk out and I don't come home for a week I just stay at my friends house he's cool he's left school where as I am in my last year he's a youtuber I watch youtube but not many youtubers.
So yeah that's me and yes I get bullied and yes I have been diagnosed with bipolar and right now I'm at my friends house I'm going back home now and I am not looking forward to seeing my mother....
I fiddle around with my keys and unlock the front door. I walk in and my mum is standing in from of me looking furious I ask her what the problem is and she goes nuts starts yelling in Spanish and shit I'm just stood there in shock not knowing what's she going on about and then she stops and looks me in the eyes.
"What did you say. You were shouting in Spanish again" I say folding my arms and putting all my wight on one of my legs.
"YOU HAVE BEEN DITCHING SCHOOL FOR THE PAST MONTH JORDAN LOUISE YOUNG AND I WILL NOT BE DEALING WITH THIS ANYMORE THE SCHOOL YEAR IS ALMOST UP" she screams still looking me in the eye. I roll my eyes and walk past her to the kitchen to get food.
"So what it's not like you care anyways always poplin pills and cutting yourself no wonder I act the way I act I have the most shittyist roll model in the world for fuck sakes" I say breaking eye contact and walking up the steirs to shower and change into some comfortable cloths for bed. I take a shower and when I get out I braid my hair still wet and then put on a muscal-tee and some black leggings. I walk down steirs and make some dinner when I finish eating I go to walk up steirs but my sypcho of a mither stops me bye calling me into the living room I make my way there and she tells me to sit so I sit on the arm chair she wanted me to sit next to her but I ignored her and asked what she wanted she grunted and began to speak.
"You are going to live with your brother until you can pick yourself up and sort your life out and your right I'm not a very good roll model and I want you to be happy and healthy and have a good life so your moving to LA with your brother" she said it so calmly my eyes widen and her words carry on I couldn't speak so I stayed silent and then she spoke again.
"You leave tomorrow evening. I'm so sorry jords but I can't take care of you while your like this and I know you've been getting bullied at school I spoke on the phone with your youtuber friend alfie he said he's gunna miss u and to go see him tomorrow morning before you leave and that he'll take you to the air port" she said it even more calmly the got up and walked up stairs to her bedroom.
I got up from my place in the chair where I was sat for 3 hours after our little chat and went up to my room. I sat on my bed and got my laptop out I checked all social media's and then went on youtube. About an hour later mum came in my room and told me to get some sleep so I can get up erly to pack and she said she would box most of the less important stuff and get it shipped for me before I get there she stopped at the door on her way out and said.
"Jordan honey I know you don't go to school because of the bullys so I told your brother that you now do online schooling for two hours a day" she said and smiled slightly at me and then left.
