SO SO SO SORRY I forgot about your one shot!! UGH! i feel terrible!! heres ur one shot FINIALLY!!! lol i hope u dont hate me, and you like it :)
Another day passes. Justin sends me a text, saying G'mornin babe. Have a good day! :D and then I don't hear from him for a few hours, then we'll have a thirty minute conversation, then he doesn't respond for a while. While I'm getting ready for bed, he finially responds.
Somedays we Skype each other. We chat constantly on Twitter. He never gets on Facebook. It's like a reutine. But you'd expect it if you were just a regular girl, dating a popular celeberty.
Words get spread about me dating him for fame. None are true. I've been his best friend since first grade, and I've liked him since then.
Only think thats missing is...he's never said I love you to me. I watch videos of his concerts, and he yells it at his fans all the time, just never to me.
Thats what I was thinking about, as I sat through an hour without hearing from Justin. He's probably recording, or is in a school session. I don't know.
"Hey neighbor." a head popped into my open window. I looked over, and sneared. It's my snobby neighbor, Cathy. She's always hated me. She thinks it's my fault Justin thinks she's a creep, and is usually the person who tells people I'm dating Justin for publicity.
"What do you want?" I spat, not wanting to bother with her at this moment.
"Ouch." she said, placing her hand gently over the spot where her heart was supposed to be. In it's place was probably a black hole.
She's a witch.
"We cant just have a conversation?" she asked.
"No." I said, and stood from my spot to sit on my bed. "I don't feel like it, right now."
"Oohh." she said. "Mother nature?"
I looked at her. "You want to get punched?"
"I'll take that as a yes"
"No!" I yelled. "Thats not it."
"Justin finally come to realize who you really are, and dump you?" You see? A witch who acts like she likes me but really doesn't.
"No." I said.
"Then whats wrong?" she asked.
"Like you care." I said, looking up at the ceiling.
"Maybe I do." she said. There was a long pause before she spoke again. "You know. When a boy who's been dating you for this long, and hasn't said 'I love you' really doesn't." I sat up quickly, and saw she held my notebook in her hands.
"What are you talking about?" I asked, snatching my notebook from her hands. On the page it was opened to, it read at the very top:
I cant wait for the day that Justin says he loves me...
I rolled my eyes. "Get out."
"You better believe it." she said as she stepped back. "Maybe he doesn't love you like you think he does." I shut my window, and closed the blindes.
My phone buzzed on my pillow, telling me I had a new text message.
Hey babe. How's your day been? It was from Justin.
Good. You? I placed it back onto the pillow, and tossed my notebook across the room. It slammed against the wall, and lay in a corner, open.
I plopped down on my bed, and sighed.
"What if Cathy is right?" I asked myself. "What if Justin really doesn't love me..."
My phone buzzed but i didn't read the message. I sat on my bed a few minutes longer. I was almost about to fall asleep, when my door flied open, and my head snaps up.
"Alex!" Justin said, a big smile spread across his face. "Why haven't you answered my messages? I was worried. Come here." I got up from my spot on my bed, and walked into Justin's outstretched arms.
"I've missed you." Justin said. The thoughts of what Cathy said popped into my head, and I almost felt like crying.
Dont cry. I thought to myself. Dont let Jusitn know your upset. He'll only ask why..which will make you cry more.
"Whats wrong?" Justin asked pulling back to look at me. I gave him a reasuring smile.
"Nothing." I lied.
"I don't believe you." he said, immediately. "You look like your about to cry."
Crap. Covers blown. I thought.
"Do you love me?" I asked.
"Why?" he asked.
"Bad answer." I whispered, and looked at my feet as tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Alex?" Justin asked, shocked. "What..whats going on?" I shook my head, now mad that I've cried infront of him. I sat down on my bed, and didn't look up at Justin.
"Alex.." Justin whispered. I wipped the tears away before looking up, only to see Justin holding my notebook with that tiny note in it about Justin loving me.
Shit.
"Don't read that!" I yelled, embarrassed now. I took it out of Justin's hands, and tossed it into my backpack.
"You already did...didn't you?" I asked, not facing Justin.
"Yea." he whispered. I nodded.
"Alex.." Justin started.
"You say it to your fans all the time." I said suddenly. "I know you do cause I watch videos of your concerts. You tweet it to your fans...I'm sure you say I love you to alot of people, Justin."
"Alex, let me-"
"Why not to me?" I asked, turning to face him.
"Cause!" Justin said. "I didn't think I had to tell you. I figured you knew already."
"What?" I asked.
"I thought you'd know already. I mean..." He paused. "I know I never told you...but I wanted the time that I actually say it to be special. Not just a text message, or a facebook memo, or a tweet."
I was speechless.
"I wanted it to be special." he said. "I'm sorry I made you upset by not-" I ran to him, and instantly pressed my lips to his.
He stumbled backwards alittle, but wrapped his arms around my waist, kissing me back. I pulled back, and smiled.
"I'm the one who should be sorry." I whispered. "I listened to Cathy."
Justin snorted. "That explains it." I laughed lightly.
"I'm sorry." I said. Justin smiled back, and tucked a peice of my hair behind my ear, sending shockwaves through my body as his thumb trailed my cheek.
"I love you." he whispered. My smile widened, as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I love you too." I said. "More than you know."
Justin chuckled, and I pulled back.
"Sorry it took so long." Justin said. "I didn't realize how special those tiny little words mean to you."
I smiled. "They mean the world when you say them." Justin smiled too.
"Same for you." he said before pressing his lips to mine, once more.
Sorry if its short. lol Hope u like!! :D:D
