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Next up: xPeaceLoveChucks
Remember when you were in the fifth grade? When you first realize love, and its usually with the most ouspoken person in the class? Like me, when I was that little. I liked Macy Benson, cause she always was the first to do everything. She was the first in line, the first out of the bathroom, the first to go up to the board and work out the math problem. Now, I'm in high school, and I've realized something.
Macy Benson is a twit.
But that's not where I'm going when I talk about how you fall for the most outspoken in class. Melaine has been my best friend since fifth grade, and I remember how she passed me a note one day, during our reading time. I remember picking up the neatly folded peice of wide rule notebook paper, with my name written in sloppy cursive on the front with a tiny heart to dot the 'i'.
Inside the note, it read: Do you like me? More than a friend? If so..check yes or no. *Ps: It wont hurt my feelings if you choose no.
I also remember leaving the note on my desk when we went to lunch, and coming back after lunch to see the whole class teasing Melanie for liking me. I wasn't even able to answer her because someone crumpled the note into a ball, and tossed it across the room. It smacked our teacher square in the face, and she tossed it into the garbage, plus taking five minutes away from our recess time.
Well, now I'm in high school, and I've realized something...Melaine is cute. I'm not saying its a clear crush on her, but there are some unfamiliar feelings towards her. Mom calls it love. Ryan calls it weird. Me? I just call it...random. I'll get over it, right? Only problem...
Part of me doesn't want to get over it.
"Hey Bieber." someone said as I stood in the hall, thinking about, well, Melaine. "Why are you standing in the middle of the hall like a retard?"
I broke out of my trans with a shake of my head. "Oh, didn't realize I was standing.." I chuckled to myself, and moved out of the way. Students grumbled as they passed me, and I ignored them, like always.
"So, what are you doing this weekend?" she asked as she leaned up against the row of lockers next to mine. "I was wondering if you wanted to come over. Watch a movie. You could bring your PlayStation, or X-Box whichever and we could play."
I nodded as I grabbed my books for my class. "Sure. What time, and day?" Melaine shrugged.
"Doesn't matter." she replied. "Whenever you can come over. See ya then." she gave me a small wave, and started walking down the hall. I sighed, a small smile spreading across my face. I shut my locker as the bell rang for class to start. As I tried to walk away, I was tugged back towards my locker.
I slamemd my locker door on my jacket sleeve. I groaned, and tried to tug it out. A teacher walked by, and hissed at me to hurry up and get to class. I mumbled a few 'choice' words at her, and managed to get my jacket out.
As I walked down the hall to my biology class, I thought about this weekend, and wondering if something was going on. Coming up with nothing, I quickly decided to hang with Melanie the entire weekend.
Hopefully I can figure out these confusing emotions I'm feeling towards her.
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