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by zaynsprettybrowneyes

ROSE

Zayn?" I ask ,my eyes trained on the wall.

"Mhm.." He mumbles,acknowledging me.

"What day is it?" I ask,my blue eyes advert in towards the window. It's raining now. A lot. I don't like it. It's been raining for a while and j don't think it's ever going to stop. Zayn has been here for a while too. Holding me,kissing my forehead. I told him I loved him but i guess he didn't hear. Or maybe he did and he just doesn't love you ,whore! Aria's voice rings through my subconscious.

"March 23rd." He answers and I smile,remembering something. My birthday is on April 12th.

"When's your birthday?"

"January 12th." He replies,hugging me tighter.

"That's funny, your birthday is on the 12th and so is mine."

"Yea,it is." He says. I look up at him;he's staring at the ceiling ,his eyes darker then usual. I peck his cheek in attempt to make him smile but he doesn't. He just looks at the ceiling,his face monotone.

"Is everything okay...?"

"Why do you ask so many goddamn questions!? You are so fucking annoying Rose. You act like you're 12 when you are fucking 16. You are so immature. This is exactly why I don't fuck with minors."

He snaps and I bite my bottom lip to suppress the tears. He yelled at me. I take his hands off of me and turn around so my back is facing him. I would ask him to leave but I don't trust my voice right now. My throat is clenched and I feel like if I talk,I'll ..break.

Aria was right. Aria is always right. Zayn doesn't love me. I was foolish for thinking he ever did.

In 47 days I'll be in heaven. I'll be dead. Not that anyone would care.

The end.

Kidding.