' interracial imagines ' - justin bieber

"Are you still awake?"

omg this one is short but it hurt me justin is SO cute he deserves the world & then some oh goodness just think about when he needs someone & you're that someone and he's all sad ad stressed and breaking and oh look my heart is breaking alright gtg

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"Baby? Baby?" I felt my body shake gently. A small sniffle echoed in the room. "Baby, are you still awake?" Justin whimpered, his voice cracking. I immediately turned over to face him. His brows were furrowed and his lips made a small quivering pout. 

"Baby, what's wrong," I croaked, sitting up and turning the light on. My eyes caught the clock, which read 3:04 a.m.

Justin sniffled again, closing his eyes and letting his head fall back. "I don't know," he whispered. "I can't sleep. I feel like I'm breaking and I don't know why," he sighed. My heart broke.

"Jay," I started. I didn't know what to say. "I'm so sorry you feel like that," I stuttered. I looked back to him and saw silent tears streaming down his face. "Oh, no, babe, come here," I said, laying back and opening my arms for him. He shuffled over me and laid his head on my stomach. I could now feel his shaky, slow breathes. 

Then he broke. Vicious sobs shook through his chest, tears soaked my tank top. It hurt me, but I didn't know what to do; what to say. So I just felt. I rubbed his back. Massaged his scalp. Wiped his tears. Held all his broken pieces together best I could. 

After minutes of scary sobs, the cries slowed, and the tears stopped. His breathing regulated and he clung tighter to me, nuzzling his face closer to my ribs. I rubbed the delicate wings on his neck softly. The wings were always my favorite ink he had. "Justin," I called. He sniffled in response. "Do you want tea?" His  throat always hurt when he finished crying. But he shook his head no.

"I want to stay here. I want you to stay here. I don't wanna move. I don't want you to leave. Please don't go," He begged quietly. 

"Okay, sweetie. Go back to sleep, we can talk in the morning. He simply added against my abdomen. "I love you."

"I love you more than you could understand," he murmured. "More than I could ever understand." I nodded. His breathing got slow and deep and I knew he'd dosed off. 

"Goodnight, baby," I spoke into the silent night.