This makes me miss him 😩 I'm gonna start crying now damn! I'm literally crying in class and my teacher already knows why😔💔
...And this chapter is gonna be just about Penelope and Zabdiel.
Penelope's POV
I feel bad about kissing Zabdiel.. But I couldn't help it. If Ayari only new how much I really do love him and I wasn't trying to take him away from her. Zabdiel makes me happy, he was there for me when Alan was dying... Johann and him were the only ones who actually checked up on me every other second.
I've talked to Johann about how I felt and we're just friends now. He understands me.
I was thinking about stuff. I was thinking that maybe I shouldn't be with Zabdiel. I have to leave back home pretty soon now that Alan is better. I feel like I'd be better off without him. I just don't wanna get hurt while I'm back home and he's over here touring and being around other girls who try getting at him.
I was laying in my hotel bed and I started listening to a song. It was "Ahora que Te vas" by Christian Daniel. I started crying, like really bad.
"No te niego aie siento miedo de enfrentarme a la vida sin ti.
Y ahora que te vas llévate mi vida entera
No sé ni a dónde irás pero entiendo que tendrás que partir
Y ahora que te vas recuerda que al amor espera
Y aunque no vuelvas más prometo no olvidarme de ti. Como olvidar me de ti"
I just closed my eyes and cried. My phone was ringing but it was Zabdiel. I really didn't want to talk to him after what happened yesterday with Ayari and I and him.
I soon ended up crying myself to sleep.
Zabdiel's POV
Penelope isn't answering me and she normally would have already. I decided to go to her hotel to see her. I saw Emely and she told me she was in her room sleeping. She also told me she was crying. I went to Penelope's room and saw her sleeping. I say right next to her and just looked at her. I realized that I was in love with her. Yes I just met her not too long ago but you can't control who you fall in love with. It's what your heart wants.
She ended up waking up when I got up to leave.
Penelope: No wait don't leave.. I need to talk to you
Zabdiel: Ok, what's up?
Penelope: This is hard for me to say... I think that we shouldn't talk to each other anymore. Every time I fall for someone I end up pushing them away. I don't wanna get hurt again. You are going to be on tour when you win la Banda. You are going to have so many girls all up on you and I want you to not worry about me. I want you to be focused Zabdiel. No quiero salir lastimada. Por favor entiéndeme
Zabdiel: I'm not going to hurt you! Why would I hurt the one person I love? I'm in love with you. You make me happy and I haven't felt like this in such a long time Penelope. I really do wanna be with you. So entiéndeme a mí! Yo te amo y nunca te lastimaré! Yo no soy a sí
Penelope: I'm sorry Zabdiel but you have to go. I can't do this. I just can't anymore.
Penelope got up and ran out the room. I just don't understand why she is feeling like this. Everything I said is true. I really do love her, she does make me happy, I will never ever in a million years hurt her. I just don't understand her.
I stood in her room thinking and didn't realize I was crying. I just left her a note and said
"Call me.. Please Penelope"
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