It Was A Mistake Falling For You Two

Am I Dead?

Alan's POV
Am I dead yet? I can hear everything but I can't move. I can feel when Penelope comes and holds my hand or when the doctors come and check on me.
I know how Penelope feels towards Zabdiel & I know she doesn't wanna say anything to him nor to Johann.
I also heard that the doctors want to take me off this machine that keeps me breathing. But I don't wanna die. I'm too young. I'm not ready to not be with the people I love.

Zabdiel: How are you buddy? We miss you so much! We need you to wake up kid!
Penelope isn't handling this too good anymore, she's loosing hope. I know you can hear me Alan, so hear this...

You need to fight through what ever is that you have. We need you back because it's not the same without you. Penelope needs her best friend back. I need my brother back. Alan, we can't loose you. If we do I don't know what we are going to do. We just need you back. Penelope, Christopher and I can't be without you. Please fight through this Al.

I also wanted to tell you that I wanna break up with Ayari but I don't know how. I'm in love with Penelope... I just can't be with someone I don't feel anything for anymore.
LA AMAO CON TODO EL CORAZÓN! Quiero estar con ella toda mi vida. Quiero tener la oportunidad de decir le mi esposa. Quiero tener hijos con ella, quiero estar con ella Alan. La amo muchísimo! Me vuelvo loco por ella.

Back to Alan

I wanted to tell him something but I couldn't. I couldn't move. As much as I wanted to open my eyes and my mouth I couldn't.
All I wanted to tell him is that Penelope and him deserve to be together. I hear the way the talks to her and the way she talks to him. She low key loves him back but she's afraid of being hurt. I know she's afraid of letting Johann down.