Handle It

Tell Me How You Really Feel

This is not edited or proofread so sorry for mistakes...

Enjoy!

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Waking up this morning was great. For the first time in a long time I felt like nothing mattered but Nick and I. Even though there's so much madness going on in my life right now, for the first time I was able to just let go of all the stress and just live in the moment with the guy that I love. And boy was it amazing! The way his hands touched every curve of my body sending my body into a wonderful world of ectasy or how his soft lips kissed my neck making me tingle all down my spine, or just how he held me afterwards making me feel like nothing else in this world mattered but me but not just in that moment but forever.

Im so glad I gave Nick my all, my innocence, my love....my virginity.

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"Hey get up sleepy head we have school in like two hours." Nick walks into the bedroom holding a bowl of cereal (because he cant cook).

"Is that for me?" I ask sitting up and covering my naked body with the bedsheet.

"No it's for me." He says then takes a spoonful of Captain Crunch into his mouth. I sit, mouth wide open at his rudeness.

"Close your mouth, your attracting flies." He chuckels to himself and hands me the bowl of cereal.

I slap him on the shoulder which earns me another laugh from his mouth. "Keep being an asshole and see if you get another bite of my cereal or anything else from me." I threaten sticking my tounge out at him.

"Say that to my face." Nick challenges towering over me. I look up at his beautiful face seeing that cocky smirk of his face. I get lost in his calming sapphire blues and instantly want him to have his way with me right then and there. But, my pride wont allow me to let that happen.

I roll my eyes and dig into my cereal as he just stands there confused as to why I didn't give into him. I laugh to myself as he pouts and heads to the bathroom to shower.

"Never challenge me Nicholas!" I shout then hear the bathroom door slam shut. He is such a baby.

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Once Nick was done showering he came back into the room jeans hanging low on his waist, water dripping off his perfectly sculpted chest. Oh gosh my man is so sexy!

"Like what you see?" I stop drooling over his perfect body and look up at Nick. Laughing Nick decides to be an asshole and throw his nasty wet towel at me which lands directly on top of my head.

"Really!?" I shout quickly throwing his towel off me and at him.

"Boo hoo shut up and get ready we only have like an hour before we're late."

"Oh my gosh! Why didn't you tell me that! Now im gonna be walking around campus all day looking like crap because my boyfriend who knows it takes me forever to get ready just now decides to tell me I only have an hour. Ugh!" I hop out of bed and go to the bathroom to shower and get ready all the while I hear Nick laughing.

Once I was dressed in a pair of denim distressed jeans, a grey crewneck sweatshirt, and my charcoal and truely red number 7 jordans. Since I didn't have time to straighten my hair (no thanks to Nick) I just threw my curly mess of hair into a messy bun on top of my head.

I grabbed my phone, book bag, and car keys and met Nick outside since he was too impatient to wait for me.

"Finally! Dude I thought it was going to take you like another thirty.minutes."