Handle It

Why Must I Be So Stupid!?

So i had nothing to do today so i decided to upload a quick chapter and i was also happy that i reached 100 reads so i was like hey why dont i upload something lol. It's kind of short but i promise next chapter will be longer. Thakns to all my lovey reader, love you guys. :* Enjoy!

Song on the side is by Auburn- so over you

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Nicks P.O.V,

Today me and Justin woke up and decided we should throw a back to school party since school starts Monday and no one else is throwing one, so why not!

The party was now in full effect and damn I must admit, we throw some of the most awesome parties! Liquor was flowing, girls were dancing, and me and my boys were all having the time of our lives. But the only thing that seemed to stay on my mind was my beautiful little Blasian princess London.

It's been a whole day since I've seen her and im not gonna lie I was missing her like crazy.

I tried inviting her but after our little argument about her 'imaginary friend' lol (I love pissing her off about that) she turned her phone off so I had no way of contacting her. This sucks, but oh well im gonna make the most out of tonight and enjoy myself.

I was on my third drink and I was feeling gooood. I was now dancing with some random chick to Strip by Chris Brown when out the corner of my eye I spot my ex Alaynah sitting in a corner by herself.

Im not goona lie she was looking nice in her short red dress and sexy legs on display, her hair was in it's natural curly state which I love. Honestly Alaynah is hot but London's Gorgeous and I'd choose her over Alaynah any day.

Me and Alaynah dated my senior year in high school up until last year. She was my first love but our relationship was toxic. We always argued because of her clingy ways and she was such a drama queen, I couldn't take the constant fighting anymore and ended things with her but were still friends because even though she's kind of crazy she's fun to be around.

When the song ended I decided to go say hi to Alaynah. As soon as I reach her I see that she's crying. Damn I hate when girls cry! Makes me feel obligated to comfort them. I kneel down in front of her and brush her hair out of her tear stricken face. When she sees that it's me she quickly wraps her arms around my neck and holds me tight crying into my shoulder. Damn it must be really bad.

"Shhh Ally it's gonna be okay." I manage to sit down with her on my lap without breaking our hug.

"Whatever it is you know that you can always tell me. I'll always be here for you so please stop crying." I whisper in her ear while rubbung her exposed thigh (not sexually). She pulls away from me whiping her tears away and smiles at me. I smile back and allow her to lay her head on my shoulder, I start singing along to the song playing which makes her relax her tense body. She loves it when I sing to her, she says it makes her feel better.

I don't know why but I got this weird feeling that someone was watching me. I look up and see a very angry London staring back at me. Oh fuck! I can only imagine what's running through her mind right now.

I just stare at her in total shock. Why is she here? I ask myself. As soon as I get over my shock and im about to say something she turns around and runs out the house. I quickly push Alaynah off my lap and run in the direction London just left in when I feel someone grab my arm. I turn to see Alaynah holding onto my arm. This really isn't a good time for her to be clingy! Man I need to get to London like NOW!

"Alaynah let go!"

"No not until you tell me what's going on." she tightens her grip on my arm digging her fake nails into my skin. Every second this idiot holds on to me is a second gone from me finding London.

"I DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN SHIT TO YOU!" I say bitterly prying her hand off of me and quickly making my way out of my apartment and outside to see that London is nowhere in sight.

I fucked up big time! I angrily punch the wall.

"OW! Fuck!" I shout holding my throbbing right hand. Im so stupid! Not only have I just lost London probly for good but I think I just broke my hand from punching a damn brick wall. Jason's gonna pissed that he has to leave the party to take me to the hospital. Tonight is not my night...

London's P.O.V.

I cant believe what just happened. How can he just hurt me like that? I knew he was just too good to be true, but no instead of using my mind I let my heart take the lead and look at me now! Laying in my bed crying my eyes out all because I believed his stupid lies. Im so stupid! Every time I think of his stupid face I just want to punch him in it but then I think of all the good times we've shared over these last two weeks and my heart just hurts more and more. I know I shouldn't be so upset but I was starting to fall for him even though were not together, I just loved the way he makes me feel. I wish I could turn off these stupid feelings I have for him but I cant.

My phone starts ringing, I grab it off my nightstand and see that it's Nick calling. I press the ignore button and delete his number. He can keep his explanation because im done with him. I turn my phone off and sit it back on my nightstand. I lay back down and cry myself to sleep.

I need to forget about Nicholas Reed as hard as it's going to be I just need to forget we ever met....