Handle It

The Break up? Part 2

I just sat in Nick's room terrified. Seeing Nick this livid scared the shit out if me. If I knew telling him what happend between Chase and I would make him so angry, I would have kept my mouth shut and just broke things off without any explanation. I cant believe i've caused so much drama. I just wish I never met any of these people, that way a friendship wouldn't be ruined and Nick's heart would still be intact. I always fuck up peoples lives. Sometimes I just want to run far away, but that wont make aby of my problems go away.

Im pulled away from my thoughts by the creaking sound of Nick's bedroom door. I look up and see Nick, whose eyes are filled with hurt, anger, confusion and heartbreak. I start to cry knowing that he's feeling this way because of me. What have I done?

"Don't cry now. You should have thought about what you did before you did it." He says soft but deadly.

"I was drunk and I'm sorry." I continue to cry getting off the bed and walking up to Nick. He pushes me away from him and walks over to the other side of the room. I feel so dirty, like im trash. I put my head down and let the tears flow freely.

"Im sorry and I will leave you alone after tonight, but I just want you to know that I do love you and im happy that I got to experience my first taste of love with you. You were the best thing to happen to me and I feel like shit knowing that I betrayed you and for that I am deeply sorry. I wish you the best and I hope that one day you can forgive me but if you cant I understand. Bye Nick I will always remember what we had." I say and quickly run out of his apartment not being able to stand in there any longer knowing that I've caused the only person in my life that made me truely happy so much pain.

I sat in my car for a while just crying. I've lost the best thing that's ever happened to me and it hurts so bad.

Nick's P.O.V.

I just stood there disgusted while she poured her heart out. I honestly dont know how to feel. Im so angry yet hurt, I loved her the best way I knew how and she turns around and does some shit like this, how could she!

I sit on my bed and cry. She hurt me, and she hurt me bad. There's still that part of me that just wants to forgive her and hold her in my arms but I just can't. Not now atleast.

I take my phone out and dial the one persons number who I know can make me feel better.

"Hello." She answers

"Come over I need you." I say and hang up. London needs to hurt like I am right now. I love her but im angry so nothing and no one can stop me from doing what im about to do.

Alaynah's P.O.V.

I was kind of surprised to get a call from Nick telling me to come over, but nonetheless I was so happy. He must be done with that trash bag Paris, Egypt, whatever her name is.

I go over to my dresser and open my panty draw and pull out Nick's favorite black and red lacey lingerie set and knee high stockings. I take a quick shower the get dressed in just the underwear and my black trench coat. There is no way he is saying no to me tonight. I throw on my black criss cross Christian Louboutin platforms. I then go to my bathroim and plug up my flat irons, when their hot I straighten my hair then put in my lashes, eyeliner, and some lip gloss. I smack my lips together and blow myself a kiss. Haha im sexy and I know it.

I throw on my thigh length trench coat then grab my purse and keys and off to Nick's house I go.

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Here's part two yay!!! Lol

So do you guys think Nick is going to give in and have sex with Alaynah?

Are you guys still angry with London? Lol because last couple chapters everyone was not happy with her... At all!

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P.s.,next update will be for Let It Be Beautiful.