Handle It

Really!?

I've been kind of depressed these last couple of days. Even though I said me and Izzy's friendship is over, I miss her like crazy. Which is why today after class im going over to her house to see if we can put our differences aside a be besties again. Lets face it, i need Izzy. I feel so incomplete without her and all these pictures hanging around my room are a constant reminder of all the good times we've shared, plus the reason we're not cool is because of a stupid boy. None of this makes any sense!

I arrived to school twenty minutes early. Im so proud of myself, every since I've started college I've become very responsible when it comes to time. Yay me!

I decided to just wait outside my classroom until the teacher came. While waiting I see something that both confused and angered me. Alaynah and Izzy laughing and acting like they've known eachother forever. My eyes must be decieving me, because there is no way Izzy will betray me like that. No! Fuck that I need to get to the bottom of this.

I walk over to the pair who are arm and arm. Wtf! Thays me and Izzy's thing.

"Izzy can I talk to you." I demand. She rolls her eyes at me then looks at Alaynah who is giving me dirty looks. Okay this trick must want to get slapped again, and what is with Izzy looking at Alaynah for approval?

"What ever you have to say to me, you can say in front of Laynah." Wow they even have nicknames for eachother! Am I in the twilight zone or something? Because just a month and a half ago she wanted to go to 'Laynah's' and beat her up.

"You know what never mind. Have a nice life and you dont ever have to worry about me talking to you ever again." I say while walking off while the two new besties laugh like little hyenas. I get that we weren't speaking to eachother, but for her to go and make friends with the girl who's trying to steal my boyfriend is just so messed up on so many different levels. I am honestly hurt and I can never forgive her.

R.I.P. Isabella Ramirez, your dead to me.

After class was over I just went home and chilled in my room ripping pictures of the two of us off my wall abd replaying what happened earlier in my head. I decided to call Nick because I needed someone to vent to.

"Hey babe." He answers

"hey." I say flatly

"Whats wrong? you sound sad." Hearing how concerned he is I just break down and cry. I can't believe I have lost my bestfriend, for real this time.

"My ex bestfriend is now besties with your stupid ex." I manage to get out between sobs.

"Thats why your crying. Forget Izzy I never liked her anyway. Can you come over later?" Wow! Cant he just comfort me and tell me everything is going to be okay and that he's here for me? No! All he cares about is himself.

"Im tired, I'll talk to you later." I say not even wanting to argue with him.

"okay babe I love you."

"Love you too." I say and hang up. I just lay in my bed kind of mad because its like no one gets where im coming from. You know what I don't care anymore!

I grab my phone and call Chase.

"Hey we going out tonight so be dressed and at my house in two hours."

"where we going." He asks happily.

"Clubbing, I dont know we can do whatever. All I know is that your the only person I want to have fun with so be here in two hours."

"Aye aye captain." He says before hanging up. I just laugh and get up and get ready to enjoy my night out on the town with my Chasey Poo.

I shower then do my make up, a nice gold smokey eye and red lipstick on my lucious lips. Sexy! After im done with my make up I go into my room and to my closet grabbing my gold and silver long sleeve backless sequin dress and black Giuseppe Zanotti Suede