Handle It

Should You Hurt Like Me?

***WARNING: this chapter contains a detailed sex scene. So if you dont like sex scenes then just skip the flasback***

Nick's P.O.V

I woke up feeling like shit. Im hurting so much that I did something last night that would both hurt London and crush her world, which is why I feel terrible. I still love her and I think I always will. We just need some space, especially after what I did last night.

***Last Night***

I know making the phone call I just made is going to affect alot of peoples lives especially mine and London's, but I really don't care right now. I just want to feel loved and if that means sleeping with my ex then so be it.

I get a text from Alaynah saying come open the door. Since the boys are all gone I have no choice but to answer it. I throw my phone on the bed then go answer the door. I open it to see Alaynah dressed in a trench coat and heels. Okay. She opens up her coat and Damn! She's wearing my favorite lingerie that I used to love on her. I lick my lips and look her up and down, I need her in my bed now! I grab her by the hand, close the door, and drag her to my room where I throw her on the bed and attack her with my lips.

"Nick you know im only doing this because I still love you." She says breaking the kiss and looking me in the eyes. I knew she still had feelings for me but I just dont feel the same for her. I just nod my head then trail kisses down her neck to her breast. I unhook her corset and begin sucking and biting her pert breast savoring the sweetness of them. My hand rubs its way up her thigh to her kitty pushing her panties out the way. I spread her lips and begin rubbing her clit making her moan.

"You like that?" I ask her looking her in the eyes and pushing two fingers into her. She moans out in pain but I know she likes it because she's wetter than ever. I laugh to myself cockily then pump my fingers in and out of her sweet kitty. I quicken my pace causing her body to squirm uncontrollably, letting me know she's about to cum. I pull my fingers out teasing her then stick them back in slowly moving my fingers in and out.

"Please Nick! Quit teasing me." I smirk and quicken my pace.

"Aaah Nick im about to cum!" She pants while I continue pumping my fingers in and out at a quick pace.

"Then cum." I say kissing her on the lips while her sweet juices squirt all over my hand and sheets. I grab a condom from my night stand and hand it to her.

"Put it on. I tell her. She smiles happily knowing that im about to give her what she's been wanting for a year now.

She unwraps the condom then slides it on my buddy then lays down on her back opening her legs wide enough for me to enter her. I position myself at her entrance then ram my buddy into her kitty roughly. Just the way she likes it. Moving my hips slowly then quick drives her wild making her bite, scratch, and scream my name. She cums again, I flip us over so that she's now on top.

"Ride it." I tell her. She smiles showing off her deep dimples and starts moving her hips up and down driving me crazy. I grab her hips and push her up and down hard on buddy, I finally release and she collapses next to me, both of us breathing heavily.

"Hold me Nick." She says moving next to me. I wrap my arms around her naked body and hold her, wishing it was London in my arms and not Alaynah.

We ended up having sex three more times and at one point I even called her London. I felt bad so I told Alaynah to go.

***Present***

I feel like a complete dick for using Alaynah but I know she doesn't care because she just wants to rub it in London's face. Fuck! London is going to go nuts on Alaynah when she finds out. I need to tell her. I grab my phone and send her a text.

London's P.O.V.

All I did was cry last night. I cant believe Nick and I are over.

I feel my phone vibrating and see that I have a text from Nick. My heart begins to race and my.palms becomd sweaty. What made him want to text me? I thought he hated me.

I open the text and read it, my phone falls from my hands and I just sit there shocked and hurt by what I just read. How could he?

Nick: Im just letting you know before she trys to emabaress you. I slept with Alaynah last night. I still want to be with you in the future so I hope that you can forgive me. I just think we need time away from eachother. I love you.

"Ahhh!" I scream getting out of bed and throwing whatever is in my sight at my wall. Why would he do that!? I know what I did was wrong but he's just foul for doing what he did.

I calm down and sit on my bed crying. I grab my phone and text him back.

London: Fuck you! What you did was worst than what I did.

I shut my phone off and bury myself in my blankets and cry. I wish I had someone to talk to.

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