** december 8 **
calum: hey :)
calum: ten more days until we meet y'know
me: yeah
me: i know
calum: are you okay?
me: im okay
calum: is everything okay?
me: im okay
calum: why do you keep on saying "im okay"
me: bc that's what you want to hear right
calum: what
calum: ainslee no
calum: what do you mean?
me: everyone wants to hear that "im okay" bc not being okay isnt cool
calum: well im not everyone. im calum and you dont need to pretend for me
me: okay well, i feel like absolute crap
calum: in a sick way or mentally?
me: mentally
me: i dont want to talk about it though
calum: sometimes talking about it and having someone to understand you and give you advice is the key to feeling better
me: but it isnt for me
calum: once again ainslee, you're gonna need to talk to someone soon unless you're going to explode
me: exploding doesnt seem so bad rn
calum: ainslee
calum: please dont say that
calum: talk to me hun
calum: i know youre reading my messages
calum: whatever sorry for caring
*read 2:17 a.m.*
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pen pals // c.t.h.
Fanfictionwhen Ainslee has to complete an extra credit assignment in english to raise her grade; she writes a pen pal letter to Calum, who is across the world. feelings gradually grow and connections are made.
