Song: I'm Insane - Myah Marie
Today was exhausting. It was one of the most horrible days I'd ever had. What did I do to deserve this? How did all the bad things happen all at the same time?!
I threw my phone to the side and slouched into the couch.
Oh Sehun was going to come in exactly fifteen minutes.
And I was dreading it.
Faint sounds of Seoul city seeped in from the open window like sympathetic murmurs, comforting me though adding to my nervousness. I realized I was clutching my phone in my hand again. I had been doing that for the past hour, ever since Oh Sehun sent a text at six-fifty-five saying he would see me in a bit.
I threw my phone on the couch brusquely.
Why the hell am I nervous about this?!
I flipped myself over and lay on my stomach. This morning was horrifying. Park Chanyeol showed up . . .
I forced myself to stop thinking about that guy.
This morning was a complete disaster. It was my first day of work at SM. I almost didn't make it there. I was so hungover when I woke up I was shocked I managed to find my way back home. Park Chanyeol obviously, didn't go home. I blushed a little.
Stop thinking about him!
I bit my lip and checked the time on my phone. Eleven more minutes.
I closed my eyes and tried to empty out my brain. I needed to calm down. This was no big deal. Not a big deal at all. What was wrong with someone coming over to get his lost keys from a kind person who picked it up?
Why did I have to pick up his damn keys?!
I groaned and pressed my forehead into my arm.
Why did it have to be his keys?
Oh Sehun's handsome face solidified in front of my closed eyes savagely. I felt my face grow hotter as I tried to wave him away. He was there this morning too.
In fact he was the only person I saw when they walked in.
My heart skipped a beat as Oh Sehun smiled down at me in my brain, wearing the end-of-the-world, heart-melting look of his that got me so weak in the knees. The same look he had after he kissed me on the forehead this morning.
I shivered involuntarily and opened my eyes so brain-Sehun would go away.
He was going to be the death of me if I didn't get him and his stupid face off my mind soon.
I checked my phone again. Seven more minutes.
My wish of leaving The Boring Highway had come true. Instead of a spark, the entire reserve of fireworks at Disney World exploded right in the middle of my boring life, when I least expected it. Two days ago I hadn't spoken to anyone other than my classmates at school. Now two of the cutest guys I had ever met were calling me Innie.
When they're not supposed to.
I rolled over agitatedly as memories from last night clouded my thoughts. I would not forgive them. Those wolves. Last night was a nightmare. How could they?! I burned as their nakedness in the dark steamy room haunted me like a curse, and tried to forget the fact that I too wasn't very dressed. But then Park Chanyeol came into my head and I heard myself groan. Why . . . . Just, why?!
Why did I have to see the other half of my biggest mistake again?! Park Chanyeol was not supposed to come back into my life after – I swallowed and stopped myself. Do not think about Park Chanyeol.
I grabbed my phone angrily.
It was seven-fifty-nine.
The wind blew softly into my not-so-well-lit apartment and suddenly I didn't know what to do at all.
He's going to be here.
He's probably already here.
I am going to see him in . . .
I held my breath.
It's eight.
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