Hostage

Hostage (SNEAK PREVIEW!)

Okay so this is a preveiw for a story, new story. Yes you read right. a NEW story. lol I'm deciding on if I will write this first, then the sequel or vise versa. let me know kay?

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I sat on the bed, staring up at him. I couldn't believe I was here, or that they would do this to me. I completely trusted them, or I had at least. Now they did this to me, and who knew what lay ahead. I was glaring at him now, I was pissed. I really didn't know him all too well, but I would never think he would do this. It's like illegal, I think. It should be. He was kneeling on the floor beside the bed now, looking at me with a pleading expression in his brown eyes. "Just please. Whatever you do, just listen to him."

I was getting more angrier by the second. "Hell no! I'm pissed at him. He hurt me, and I will never forgive him. No way will I do what he wants." I snapped at him. He looked hurt.

"Forget that. It was years ago, right? He's on crack, drugs. He can hurt you easily. Please. I don't want that happen." He kept begging. I had to admit he looked extremely cute like this, but I still hated him. I crossed my arms and looked away from him. I heard him sigh and he stood up. The bed shifted and he was at my side, and I turned my head the other way. He pulled it back. "He's going to be here real soon. I don't know how he is. Please be good."

"Give me one good reason why not to call the police right now." I said firmly, gazing at him with a fierce expression.

He held my gaze. "Aside from the fact I have you phone," of course, "But also, he could probably kill you before you even finished the phone call." I let out a soft laugh.

"He wouldn't hurt me. He's not like that." I couldn't believe I just said that. He obviously is. Look at where I'm at right now.

"Course he wouldn't. But when he's on a bunch of drugs...." His voice trailed off and I sighed. I had to admit he was right. I wasn't afraid, I never had been. But I never seen him on crack either. Or whatever it was he did. We sat in silence for awhile until we heard a car on the gravel dive outside. We both looked to the window across from us, and saw headlights shine through the dark. He got up, taking my hand and led me out of the room. When we reached the kitchen he dropped my hand, standing on one side of me, his brother on the other. I couldn't leave if I wanted to. The side door opened, and I saw that familiar face come through it. It looked so innocent, a baby face. So harmless and sweet. But I knew that wasn't the case right now. When I saw more of him, I noticed then he looked tired and exhausted. But he seemed completely with it. I think he was okay...for now.

He looked up at us, and directly at me, smiling. It was that wonderful smile I always had loved. My smile. Out of instinct I smiled back, but then I remembered and I shook my head, glaring at him instead but he didn't pay attention.

He set some bags on the table, not looking at us again as he went past. I stared at the bag, having a feeling what was in them. His friends I guessed they were disappeared as well I took this as my chance. I went over to the bags and opened them up. Lots and lots of drugs. I took the bag and snuck off to the bathroom, unseen. I would get rid of this crap, saving me a bit more. But I knew he was pissed when he found it gone, and he could do whatever he pleased to me, as long as this was gone.

After I finished disposing of all the drugs, I left the bathroom. He was waiting there for me. The look he gave me, I just couldn't help it. It was such a loving look, a look I would have died to see him look at me that way. I felt weak, and he knew it. He could easily play with my emotions, it was a game for him, and I was the toy.

He pinned me back against the wall, gently kissing my lips. I had wanted to do that for years, but never this way. He could, and would, give me everything I wanted out of him, just not the way I wanted it. The way I expected it to happen really. But the more he kissed me, the more I lost everything. I lost control, my mind leaving this world. This was what I wanted. I wanted him. I wanted him every way possible, all of him, and I wanted him to want me. To care about me, to love me, to hold me close. For years he was all I ever wanted. That was different now, but the reasons why failed me. I couldn't think about anything but him.

My mind reeled back to the past years, of everything that we've been through. Good times and bad. He could always cheer me up, I could always talk to him, and how he constantly made me laugh. Something happened to us at one point, but that failed me as well. Only good things hit my mind, and I was kissing him back. I wanted him, badly and he knew it. He could flip my mind around, to get what he wanted, with or without the drugs. I knew I was screwed, one way or another. I had no clue how to get out of this one.

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So yea, this came from an effed up dream. With these three guys, and myself. Horrible messedup bad dream, but I kept ideas going and I wanna make it a story. I think it's good, and its nothing like anytihng I've done. Or anything anyone has done for that matter. lol BTW obviously the names will be changed...XD

So yes, I'm defering on if I will do this or the sequel first, but now I'm leaning towards this now. But maybe if I can manage all at the same time, but I don't know bout that. Let me know what you think..

BTW, halfway done with the ending of Hallie and Ryan's story. I'm combining the final two chapters together. Then comes the epilogue and the sequel prologue(unless I do the other first) mmkay. Oh and don't worry, the sequel wont have such a long title...lol More Walking on the Dark Side too... okay that's it bye. Hope you enjoyed this lil preview.

I wasn't planning on posting this until the other story was done but I was bored and to impatient...XDD

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