Hostage

Hostage (15)

I'm sorry that this is super super short, but I just had to post it. I kinda got the idea from a comment posted on the last chapter, so thanks to you we have this wonderful chapter. I hope you enjoy it.

Mmmm so comfy. So very comfy. I turned my head, nuzzling up against the warmth beneath me. What was it? Suddenly whatever it was beneath me shifted. What the hell? I groaned and opened my eyes. I saw the usual pale green wall in front of me first, then turned my head to see what I was on top of, which clearly was not my bed like it should have been. I gasped when I saw it what is was, or rather who it was. It was Alex. Oh, did I fall asleep on him again? I had the tendency of doing that a lot lately. Awe he looked so cute sleeping. I smiled softly, watching him.

I was brought out of my trance when I heard a soft click. I turned my head around to the door, only to find it was closed exactly as it had been. I swore I just head a door. A door...was closing. Yes! The door had closed! Someone else was watching us.

I got up slowly so that way I wouldn't wake Alex up and slipped out of the room. I came out just in time to see someone going around the corner into the living room. Ricky.

"Is if fun to watch me?" I shouted, darting into the room.

"I don't know. Is it fun sleeping with him?" Ricky had sat down on the couch, and he looked up at me and scowled.

My eyes went wide. "What do you mean by that?" I hissed.

"You know exactly what I mean!"

"Well why the hell do you care? It's not like I freaking did anything with him!" I yelled throwing my arms up in the air.

"Good to know!" He yelled back. We glared at each other for the longest time ever. "Did you think it wouldn't hurt me?" He eventually asked.

I furrowed my brow. "Hurt you because he comforted me? Because I was tired and fell asleep, and he just happened to be there?"

"No but how about you kissing him?" This time I really was surprised.

"You...you saw?" I said slowly. I can't believe it. He saw me kissing Alex?

"Yes I did Lexi." He stood up from sitting on the couch. He walked over to me, stopping so he was only inches away from my face. "I don't know why you did it. Nor do I care why. I just want to know what made you think, that I wouldn't care."

I couldn't speak for a moment. But then my rage came back again. "Why does it matter? It's not like you care about me anyways. You are after every freaking girl in the damn high school, what the hell do I mean to you? You don't care about me! You never have and you never will! Why else would you have been such a jerk to me?"

I expected him to explode on me, but instead he stayed calm. "I don't care about you? What kind of bullshit is that? How could you never see how much I care? I know that I made a mistake. I was always picked on from other guys and I just wanted it to be different in high school. I don't know why I thought getting rid of you would fix that. But without you there my life has been a million times worse. You understood me like no one else. You weren't like any other girl who just saw a hot guy to freaking laid. You were a true friend to me. I'm sorry for what I did to you. I've been trying to make it up to you for so long but I thought you hated me when you stopped texting me. I thought my life was over, because I lost everything. Home is wreck, I have no clue who my real friends are, and you were the only one who understood me, and then you were gone as well. That's why I started getting into getting into this shit, the drugs. That's why I brought you here. If anyone could help me out of this mess I knew it would be you. I need you in my life. No wait. I want you in my life. Lexi. I love you."

That was the most I had ever heard him say in one breath. I couldn't say a single thing. I was speechless so I just stood there with my mouth gaping open. Neither of us said a word.

And then he walked away. I didn't watch him go. A moment later I heard the side door slam. In that moment I realized something. That was the real Ricky.

In that moment everything he had said just him me like a solid punch to the gut. I dropped to the ground and stared in udder disbelief. What had I done? I don't think I've ever felt myself so completely torn before in my entire life.

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Whoa! Who saw that one coming? Ooooooo what do you think now? This is a REALLY tough situation to be in huh? What would you do? Who do you like? Comment and let me know what you think about this short, and very emotional chapter, please. Thank you for reading my awesome fans. <3

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