Slut❅N.M

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Jades POV

I woke up with my head banging. I realised that I was at home, I slowly sit up wincing at the pain in my head.

Nate walks through the door.
"Feeling better babe." He asks sitting next to me.

Without me saying a word I hug him and cry my eyes out.

"We failed Nate. James succeeded in every way." I sniffle

"Wrong." I heard a familiar voice call from the direction of the door.

"Sarah. Oh my god." I smile.

She hugs onto me really tight. "And it was all thanks to Nate and Jack."

"Jack?" I question.

"Yeah well, G managed to hide when the others were taken inside. He drove to the police station and called them over, James has been given a 6 month sentence and a ticket back to New York when he comes out. He is not allowed anywhere near you." Nate filled me in.

"Well remind me to say a huge thank you to Jack, but where is mum."  I ask.

"She is cooking dinner, Nate would you like to stay with us for dinner." Sarah asks Nate.

"That would be very nice thank you." He smiles.

"Ok now the pair of you can you go so that I could get changed." I wave um off.

I shut my door and begin to get my pj's from my closet. I throw them on the bed and run to the toilet as I was desperate.

I flush the toilet and stand up to the mirror and see all those huge hickeys James left. They felt like scars that would never go. It killed me, every time I went somewhere I managed to get touched in a horrible way. I felt like a piece of trash, I felt like some one that didn't deserve to live anymore and I was sick of it. I wipe the tears that I didn't know were rolling off of my face  and look for something.

I go through al my drawers and finally find a sharp item that will do the job.

I close my eyes and put the sharp item to my wrist. I take a deep breath for the last time and was just about to harshly slide it across when it was thrown out of my hand.

"What the fuck were you about to do." Nate says after every breath.

I fall to the ground into fits of tears.
"Why did you stop me, I don't deserve to live, I wanna die."

"Shut up Jade, and don't ever say that again." Nate yells hugging me.

"Why do you always say that, why are you with me, I am just not worth it Nate, you could be loving your life right now with another girl who has no problems in life." I sniffle hugging back.

"Because I love you goddamnit! And please stop saying that I want to be with you, because you are a girl that no one else can ever be." He defends

That makes my heart beat 10 times faster that normal. That made me feel special. I pull out of the hug and kiss him with passion.

"I love you too." I whisper.

"Please don't ever try this stunt again, did I you think once how your mum and Sarah and I would cope." He warns. Planting another small kiss on my cheek.

"I won't, I'm sorry." I apologise.

"Now get up, wash your face, and let's go and eat." He pulls me up and take me out of the bathroom.

"Nate, can you stay the night with me." I ask.

"Course babe." He smiles.

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If I haven't already then i dedicate this chapter to mamahkylie because she is lovely. And please do check out her book 'respected' it's a J.G fanfic and it's awesome.and it deserves much more reads than it already has.

That's all for now, I am thinking of finishing this book on chapter 50.  I hope you liked this chapter.
I'm not sure but I might have a sequel to this.

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