One Direction to the Rescue

We Need to Talk-ch28

Scott’s point of view

I couldn’t believe I just did that.  It literally hurt my body to say that too him.  He doesn’t deserve that, he deserves better then me.  After him running out of my house I fell where I was standing.  I sat there for hours.  No tears, nothing just… nothing.  I think my heart literally tore in two.  I wanted to chase after him and tell him it was all a lie and to come back but I couldn’t I was putting him in danger.  If anything happened to him because of me then that would hurt even more that what I am right now.

It was raining all day, it was the perfect weather for the mood I was in.  The rain were my tears flowing out of me.  Whet it got to be about 6 my body started moving on its own.  I didn’t care what happened to me anymore.  I was a horrible person.  My legs were taking me outside, I was now standing in the rain looking up.  That’s when I broke.

A lightning bolt pierced the sky and I crumbled.  I started to yell and scream.  I didn’t want this life anymore, I wanted to be with Harry.  My body was at the brink of its limit and I just laid down looking up at the rain following down on me.  I closed my eyes not caring what would happen if I stayed out here and was about to fall asleep when I was being grabbed.

I didn’t fight it, I wasn’t scared.  I didn’t care if it was some mugger trying to kill me, or Matt coming back, or even if Harry came back to kill me himself.  I kept my eyes closed not moving or saying anything.  I couldn’t feel the rain anymore as I was being pulled into my house.  I heard people talking asking questions quickly and someone feeling for my pulse on my neck.

I slowly opened my eyes looking up at a nervous Kyle who was looking over at Big how was asking questions.  He finally looked down at me and saw my eyes were open.  “It’s ok he’s awake!” he was pulling me into his lap rubbing my arms.  “He’s freezing cold!  Scott are you ok?  What were you thinking?”

I just looked up at him, not having the strength or the will to say anything.  He was looking over at Big who was coming over with a steaming cup of something.

“Here drink this” he said giving it to Kyle to give to me.

He tilted the cup and I felt the hot liquid going down my throat.  They were both just looking down at me with panicked looks.  I felt bad now I’m making them worry.  They don’t deserve that either.  I leaned up from Kyle’s lap.  They both seemed a little relieved.  “Scott what happened? Why were you just lying outside in the rain?”

I sat for a minute as they waited for a response.  I looked back and forth thinking of what to do what to say, and then it came to me.

“I have a job for you two.” They both looked at me confused not expecting me to say that.  “I want you two to be Harry’s bodyguards.” They both came closer to me yelling different things.  “Stop.  I’m done for awhile, there’s no need for you to guard me anymore.”

“What do you mean? You have two stalkers that were in your house the other day!” Kyle yelled at me.

I stayed calm taking a deep breath to calm myself.  “Don’t worry they aren’t going to be a problem anymore.  I ruined things with Harry.”  I started to tear up, looking down at my shaking hands.

Big came down next to me putting a hand on my shoulder.  “That’s why we should stay with you.  If Harry isn’t in the picture anymore then they can come for you anytime.”

“I don’t care anymore!  Harry is the only one that matters anymore.  Nothing else can hurt me now, except if he gets hurt.”

“What would your brother say if he were here?” Kyle cut in.