Forbidden 2

Chapter 2

Harry seems happier since we talked about things yesterday. I know I am. For some reason I don't feel as stressed as I was before. It will probably be easier with the both of us working on things. That's how it should be. Everything shouldn't just be put on one of us. That's not how a relationship works. I've never exactly been in a stable one like this before but I know it's not supposed to be like that. That's how Adam was with me. I can't live like that again. I know Harry won't let things be like they were before I was with him. 

I woke up to Harry's alarm going off. I groaned hiding my face into a pillow. I don't want to get up yet. This is the first time in awhile I've actually had to wake up from an alarm. He turned it off, wrapping his arms back around me. He softly kissed my neck, "Good morning, beautiful."

"Good morning."

He chuckled a little bit, "You're a little cranky today."

"I don't want to go to work today."

"Then don't. You hired Kate for a reason."

I know he's right. I could get away with staying home. I haven't been able to just stay home and get things done around here in awhile. I placed one of my hands on top of his, "Okay. Maybe I can finally get somethings done around here."

"No. You can get that all done tomorrow."

"Or I can get all that done today and finally relax tomorrow."

He groaned, kissing my cheek, "You're so damn stubborn."

I smiled a little bit to myself, "You love me though."

"I love you very much."

I rolled over so I was finally looking at him. I softly pecked his lips, "I love you."

He didn't say anything before gently pressing his lips against mine. I love this feeling. I've missed being with him. We haven't done anything in awhile. We've hardly even talked for the past month. Things were fine at first then bills and things around the house started to pill up. I just didn't know what else to do. I just started keeping everything to myself. I didn't know how else to handle it. I guess that's one thing that's stayed with me from being with Adam. I shouldn't keep that going with Harry. Things with Harry and I are completely different. I'm actually happy with him. Things with him are how an actual relationship is supposed to work. He pulled away sooner than I wanted him to. He mumbled, "I really need to get up, love."

"I know."

He softly pecked my lips before getting up. I can't help but look at him as he moved over to our dresser, searching for clothes. He's so sexy. I haven't looked at him like this in weeks. I defiantly miss it. He's extremely attractive. Even with all his tattoos. I never thought tattoos were attractive till him. He's the love of my life though. I don't ever want anyone else.

I noticed him smirk a little bit before he started getting dressed. I'm really not surprised. I know he looks at me. I'm not so sure about lately though. I've been such a mess. I'm also pregnant. I'm not really showing right now though. I know it's a little weird but pregnancy is different for everyone. I don't really want to ask right now if he still looks at me like he did when we first got together. I'm not even sure if I would like the answer. Who knows what it would be.

I'm a little surprised I got everything done as quick as I did. Especially with all that I needed to get done. I seemed like I didn't really do anything for the past month or so. Our house is finally clean after everything. We've both just let things go. I don't plan on letting it get that bad again. I even called my OB/GYN to make an appointment. I know that will make Harry happy. He is right though. We need to know everything is fine even though I feel like something is off. I can't keep thinking like that. We'll know everything is fine in a couple days. I don't need to stress about it right now.