Forbidden 2

Chapter 50

I looked down at Aubrey sleeping in my arms. She's so little. I mean I did just have her yesterday. This is the first time I've been alone with her since I've had her. I am thankful that Harry has pretty much been here with me the entire time though. I know he's happy she's finally here. She looks just like him. I'm not surprised though. I kind of expected it for some reason. I can't help but smile a little bit. I fixed some of her hair. It's the exact same color as his. I know the doctor wants me to relax while I'm here but I just want to hold our little girl while Harry's gone for a little bit. I love him but he always wants to do everything. I'm thankful he's so involved but I enjoy doing it too. I have cut back on going to the studio. Our kids are more important. I enjoy being a mom though. I love it. I felt Aubrey start moving a little bit. I can't help but smile again. I love just sitting here with her here in my arms. I definitely don't want to be anywhere else. I know I'll enjoy it even more when Harry gets back. I'm sure he'll be back soon. He didn't really want to leave anyway. He had to go anyway.

I started messing with her little fingers before they wrapped around my finger. I can't help but smile again. She's so adorable. I may just think that because she's our baby. My thoughts were interrupted by the door opening. I looked up to see Harry walking in with Anthony holding his hand. I can't help but smile. I've missed Anthony. I'm normally not away from him but he is 2 and I'm sure being in a hospital room with him for two days would drive us all crazy. He's so full of energy. It wouldn't be fair to him to have him in here with us all that time too. Harry smiled, walking over to us. I can tell that he's happy to be back. He softly pecked my lips, "How has she been?"

"Fine. She's just been sleeping."

Anthony started mumbling, "Momma."

I can't help but smile, "Hi, buddy."

Harry picked him up, setting him on the bed before sitting on the edge as Anthony started moved towards me. I've missed him. I mean I'm usually home with him everyday so he isn't in daycare. I moved some of his hair, "Are you ready to meet your sister?"

He nodded, sitting beside me on the bed. He wasn't excited about this at first. I know he didn't know what was going on while I was pregnant. There's not really a good way to explain it all to a 2 year old. I moved Aubrey a little closer to him. He smiled, "Baby."

I can't help but laugh a little bit, "That's your baby sister."

"Baby."

He keeps looking at her. I can tell that he doesn't really know what to do. I mean he's never really been around a baby before. I mean Harry and I are the only one's having kids right now. It's a little weird since we're the youngest out of everyone. Liam and Sophia finally got engaged a few months ago. I just feel like we're so much further than everyone else. I'm happy with where we're at though. I wouldn't take anything back that we've done. I always knew I wanted to be married to him and we've been married for 3 years now. We have two beautiful children. This is everything I've ever wanted. I'm so thankful to have all this with him.

I looked up at Harry and noticed a smile playing on his lips. He's just been so happy lately. We both are. I mean we've been working on so much to make our lives better. Things are so much better than they were a few years ago. He's speaking to his mom and sister. My dad has been around so much. Anthony has such a great relationship with him. It makes me happy to see that. Adam has been in prison for awhile now. I don't know when he gets out and don't really want to. My mom does try calling but I ignore it. I am happy with how things are and I'm not going to let her affect that. My thoughts were interrupted by Anthony snuggling into me. I can't help but smile, wrapping my free arm around him. I have missed him. I hardly ever away from him. I was a little busy giving birth though. I am excited about going home tomorrow. Harry took off of work for a couple weeks to help with our kids. I am thankful for that. I mean I need to learn how to split my time between the both of them. I kissed the top of Anthony's head, looking over at Harry. He smiled, softly pecking my lips as he picked up Aubery. Anthony hugged me and I can't help but smile even bigger. He's being so sweet today. He usually is like this but it's more than usual today. Maybe he missed me. I definitely missed him. I love seeing Harry with Aubery right now though. It's so cute. He was hoping for another boy. I knew as soon as we had a girl he would be like this with her too. He's already such a good dad. I already know he's going to be so protective over her. He already is. I'm sure it will be worse once she's a teenager. I'm sure he's a little intimidating too. I know that he's not though. He's so sweet. He's so good to us. That's what I've wanted. He's always been like that with me though. It would be so weird if he was any other way.