Forbidden 2

Chapter 42

Harry and I have been trying to get things back to normal for the past couple weeks. It's hard knowing his court date is getting closer. I mean this court date could change so much for us. His lawyer says we have a good case though. I just can't help but worry. I can't imagine having to give birth without him there. That thought scares me. I really don't think I could do it without him. He's always been there for me since the beginning. I've had a lot to distract myself with lately though. We bought the house we both love. It may have been crazy timing for it though. It keeps my mind off of everything else though. Especially since we're trying to get moved before his court date. We should probably start buying some baby things too. I just feel like we've hardly done anything. He's been going to work everyday and some days I go to the studio. It's hard finding time to pack up our house. We've been trying though.

I feel like it's starting to be really obvious that I'm pregnant now. I knew that was going to happen. I mean I'm not too big but big enough to know I'm pregnant or I guess some people could think I'm getting fat. I haven't really been around anyone since everything happened though. I feel kind of bad. I just want to spend time with Harry while I can though. Who knows what's going to happen next week.

I finished packing up another box in our guest room. I taped it shut before laying back against the bed in here. I placed my hand on my swollen belly. I can't believe our baby is in me. I never thought I would be going through any of this at this age. I guess that all changes when you find someone you love. I love Harry more than I could ever love someone. I mean we never really got to discuss kids before I got pregnant the first time.That quickly changed. We both just wanted this. We wanted a family together. I know it was super early but I don't care. I mean at least we were together when this happened. We were married before I got pregnant again though. I guess this wasn't really much of a surprise though. We were being like every other newlywed. We weren't preventing anything. We were just trying to see when this would happen for us. I guess it was meant to happen this soon. I wouldn't take it back either. I'm happy about this. It's just crazy knowing that there's a life growing inside me.

My thoughts were interrupted by our front door closing. I can't help but smile a little bit. I know he's finally home. I've missed him today. I feel like I've finally gotten some things done though. I heard his footsteps start coming up the stairs. I'm sure he's looking for me. He usually does everyday when he gets home. I couldn't help but smile a little bit as I saw him appear in the doorway. He smiled, walking over to me, "Why are you sitting in the floor, love?"

"I was packing up our things in here that we're taking."

He reached down, helping me up before pulling me closer to him. He softly pecked my lips, "I missed you today."

I can't help but smile, "I missed you too, babe."

"It looks like you've gotten a lot done today."

I nodded, "I feel like we need to get this all done. We do have an empty house right now."

"I was thinking we could get everything moved on Friday. The boys said they would help. It shouldn't take too long then."

"So we'll be officially moved in this weekend?"

He nodded, "Are you happy about this, love?"

"Yes. I mean it's just crazy timing."

"I know, love. We're getting this all figured out though."

I know he's right. I mean it's helped distract us from everything else. We really need to start dealing with it all. We can't just ignore it all.

I felt him place his hand on my stomach, "Your stomach is growing."