Forbidden 2

Chapter 12

Harry and I ended up packing our bags and going to a hotel out of town last night. He wasn't really saying much since we left. I really don't blame him. This is a lot. I really don't want to talk. I just feel bad about everything. He really shouldn't have to go through all this. I've changed his life so much since I've came into it. I didn't want to do this to him. I should probably talk to him more about this because we can't just stay in some hotel room for the rest of our lives. I like being home with him though. That's if we even end up going home together.

I haven't really been able to really sleep. I know we're fine here. I just don't know what else to do. I already got him arrested once. I don't have an actual reason for the police to do that again. I heard Harry's phone alarm start going off. I know he has to leave earlier for work since we're out of town. I felt him move, turning it off before wrapping his arm back around my waist. I know he at least got some sleep. I heard his soft snores most of the night. I rolled over so that I was looking at him. He just has a straight face. I can't really know what he's thinking. I softly pecked his lips, "Can I talk to you before you go to work?"

"Yes. You know you can talk to me about anything."

"I know that all this stuff with Adam is a lot. You never really asked for any of this. You shouldn't have to deal with all this. I would completely understand if you wanted to leave me. I wouldn't be mad. I know you have enough going on. My life just adds to it. I don't want you to get hurt again."

He shook his head, looking at me confused, "Do you really think that just because he wants to start shit that I'm just going to leave you?"

"I don't know. I just don't want you to feel like you have to stay. I would understand if you didn't."

He cupped my cheek in his hand, caressing my cheek with his thumb like he did yesterday, "I'm not going anywhere. I love you. I only want you. I married you for a reason. I get that things aren't exactly the best right now. I just want you to be safe. We can figure out all this shit with Adam. It's just going to take time. Just because he's being an ass is not going to scare me off. Honestly he doesn't scare me.The only thing that scares me is the thought of ever losing you."

It feels nice hearing him say that. I knew he wasn't going to go anywhere. There was just a small part of me that thought he would run while he had the chance. I'm so happy he's still right here beside me in this bed. I know we're going to get this all figured out. We always do. We've already made it through so much in the amount of time we've been together which isn't very long but somehow long enough for us to get married. That was what we both wanted. I don't regret it. I knew he was the one. I put my hand on top of his, "I love you."

He softly pecked my lips, "I'm never going anywhere. You're stuck with me for life, love."

I can't help but smile a little bit, "I hope so."

"Can you do me a favor though?"

"Anything."

"Please don't say that you would understand if I wanted to leave again. I'm not going anywhere. We're married. I'm never going anywhere. We're not going to end up divorced like a lot of other couples. I'm always going to be here fighting for our relationship."

"Okay. I won't bring that up again."

He softly kissed my nose, "Thank you."

I nodded, "I do only want you."

He gave me a small smile, "Will you be okay if I go to work today?"

I nodded, "I think I can handle being in a hotel room."

"When I get back we can go out to dinner if you want."

"That sounds perfect to me."

He softly pressed his lips against mine like the other day. I'm happy he's doing this right now. We didn't exactly get to kiss like this yesterday. We were a little busy with other things yesterday. I feel so fortunate to have him. I'm sure if it was any other guy they would have left when they had the chance. He's so mature for his age. I'm so thankful for that. I'm sure it's because of that group he was around but still sort of around I guess. Maybe not so much anymore. He hasn't really talked about them lately. I'm not going to bring it up. Especially right now. He pulled away sooner than I wanted him to. He mumbled, "I really need to get up, love."