Forbidden 2

Chapter 49

Harry kissed my cheek, "We should probably get up, love."

I know he's right. I don't want to though. I just want to spend a little bit more time in his arms before we go. I'm not sure I'll ever get enough with not knowing what's going to happen today. I looked up at him, "I know. I just don't want to."

"I don't want to either. I'm not sure it would look good if we're late."

"I know."

I softly pecked his lips before moving out of bed. I just want to get this over with. Especially since today could go either way and I hate that. I could either leave the courthouse being completely devastated or extremely thankful. There's not going to a middle. I just need to support Harry though. He's taking it all really hard today. Honestly I'm surprised it didn't really hit him any sooner than it did.

It didn't take me very long to get ready. I looked in the mirror, fixing my dress. I'm sure everyone can tell I'm pregnant wearing this. I mean his lawyer did say it could help if this was noticeable. I'll do anything to help him today. I don't want him basically taken away from us. I ran my hand over my swollen stomach. We should be so happy about everything right now. We shouldn't have to be so worried. I hate that we're having to go through all this. I don't want this to affect our baby either. I shouldn't be worrying about everything as much as I have though. I can't help it. He's my husband and I don't want anything to happen to him. My thoughts were interrupted by him wrapping his arms around me. He kissed my cheek, "You're so beautiful, love."

"Babe, you don't have to lie."

"I'm not lying. If it's possible you get more beautiful everyday."

I leaned back into him, "My stomach is getting so big."

He placed a hand on top of it, "That's a good thing though. That's what's supposed to happen."

"I know. I'm just not used to it."

I looked in the mirror at him, "I'm scared for you today."

He leaned his head against mine, "I know."

I'm just ready to get this over with. I just don't want to have to leave already. I turned around so I was facing him. I noticed that he still hadn't buttoned his shirt yet. I grabbed onto it, buttoning it for him. It's so weird seeing him wear this right now. He usually doesn't wear anything like this. I'm sure I was lucky that he dressed like this on our wedding day. I know we were just in Vegas for it but it was perfect to me. I knew I just want him for the rest of my life. My dream wedding didn't really matter to me anymore. My dream wedding was just getting to marry him.

As I finished up he softly pecked my lips, "I love you."

It love hearing him say that. Today I love it more than usual. I wrapped my arms around him, "I love you."

He kissed my cheek, "We need to go."

I nodded, pulling away from him. I can't help but start to feel nervous. I don't want all this to be happening. I can't control that though. This is all our of our control. He intertwined our fingers, leading the way out to his car. I can't imagine how he's feeling about all this. He's been keeping it all in except for this morning. I want him to just let it out. I'm sure we're both going through some of the same feelings about all this. I intertwined our fingers again as he drove, leaning into him. I just want to enjoy the little things with him right now.

We've both been kind of quiet. I'm fine with it. We both have so much going through our heads right now. They're pretty much the same things. Probably since this could change so much for us. I don't need to be stressing myself with all of this. It's not good for our baby. I just want our baby to be healthy. I know I can't go through losing another one. I'll do anything to make sure this one is completely fine. I know he feels the same way. He never really showed how upset he was about it though. I guess it's because I took it all so hard. I had a feeling. I just didn't want to hear that it was true. I need to stop thinking about this. I know this isn't good. I don't want this to affect our baby.