Prince | phan (COMPLETE)

XIII

Dan knocked on my door and I let him in like I do every night. Except tonight was different.

"You know Dan, this will be the last time you can do this," I told him sadly as he sat down on my bed. Tomorrow I had the ball and my future wife would be settled, I couldn't continue whatever the heck it was Dan and I had. No one could suspect anything and no one would if we never saw each other outside of his work schedule.
"I'm well aware of that Phil," he told me looking annoyed. But by now I knew he wasn't annoyed at me, he was annoyed at my royal status. I got that because even I was annoyed by it, I hated being confined to these social constructions I've been born into.
"All this time and you still call me Phil," I joked, trying to make him smile. If this was going to be the last time for him in this room, I wanted to remember him looking happy.
"Philip is too formal," he complained.
"That's exactly why everyone calls it me." I sat down on the bed. I looked deep into Dan's eyes and felt my heart lift inside my chest, making me feel weightless. "But not you... I like that."

"What else do you like about me?" Dan asked like a teenage girl. I giggled and tried to remind myself this was Dan in my room, a grown male, and not a friend at the many slumber parties I had during my younger years. Sometimes it felt like there was a five-year old's brain trapped inside his head and then other times it felt like there was a horny fifteen-year old's brain in there.
"I think that's it," I replied, pretending to think hard about it.
"Meanie!"Dan whined and knocked into me so hard I nearly fell over.
"Funny, that's not what your mum called me last night," I retorted. At that Dan jumped onto me, pinning my arms above my head in, what he preserved to be, an intimidating way.
"Take that back." He was so close to me, his warm body against mine. I could so easily lift my head up and- no, I couldn't. What if someone came in?
"You going to make me?" I gulped, Dan grinned at me cheekily and he leaned in so I could feel his breath on my face.
"Maybe I will Lester." My heartbeat was so loud in my ears, my face was heating up and I forgot about everything but Dan as I stared into his eyes.

"I was wrong," I breathed out.
"What about?" Dan questioned me, his legs still straddling me as he looked at me. He seemed to be reading me, looking into my soul and I never wanted his eyes to leave my own. I had never noticed how brown they were before, it was like a sunset in a desert. A magnificent bronze sky.
"There is one other thing I like about you," I said with a cheeky grin.
"What's that?" It was Dan's turn to gulp. His confident attire seemed to crack which made him that much more adorable, he was showing me he was a regular guy who experienced the same feelings as me.
"That I can do this." I couldn't hold it back anymore. I had to feel his lips on mine, I needed him more than I had ever needed anything in my life. I leaned up and I was sure my heart had never pounded so fast before. Our lips touched, he tasted warm. That was the only way to describe it.

Instantly, Dan kissed back like he had been waiting for this moment just as impatiently as I had. A burst of electricity flashed through my entire body, my fingertips were itching to touch him. I gripped onto his t-shirt and Dan took this as an invitation to deepen the kiss.

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I awoke the next morning on my own accord. I was a little confused about why I hadn't had a wake-up call before noticing Dans face was laying on my chest and his bare arm was folded around me. Instantly I jumped up, remembering last night and regretting it. Not because of what Dan and I had done but because I shouldn't have allowed myself to go this far, it was too far. The flirting and kissing were dangerous enough but if anyone were to see this! I could never allow it.
Dan woke up at my sudden movement.

"Good morning love." He smiled, his eyes twinkled.
"You need to leave!" It hurt me to say, but not as much as it hurt me seeing the look on Dans face. I stood up and covered myself with the duvet, although I didn't know why because he knew what I looked like underneath fabric now.
"What?" Dan looked confused and groggy. He still had a hint of sleep in his eyes and his hair was messy and fluffed up. If I weren't so nervous and angry at myself, I would've noted how cute he was. "Put clothes on and go!" I instructed him.
"No, I'm quite comfy here actually," he told me and snuggled into the bed. He didn't realise I wasn't joking around, he didn't understand. I pushed him off and he landed on the floor with a thud.
"Go now, otherwise, I will get you fired!" I warned.

His eyes went wide and finally he got the message. He looked confused but he decided not to question my actions. He knew last night would be the last time we could be friends, the last night we could talk to each other or do... anything like that.

When he was gone, I lay back down with a sigh. Last night had been perfect, but it had to end at some point. I placed my hand on Dans side of the bed, it was still warm.
Oh, what I would do to not be a prince.

An: Phan sexy time happened ay ;) ;)

I'm hoping to update soon but I have exams next month so I don't know when I'll be able to write more, if you guys have exams soon too then good luck!
- Rach x