(Laurens pov)
I zip up nialls bag with a tear running down my cheek.
"There you go babe." I sob as i place the bag on the floor near the door.
"Oh babe" he sits james in his cot and pulls me close to him. "Dont cry baby!"
"Im sorry, im sorry its just..." I rub my eyes and place my palms on his chest. "I dont want to say goodbye."
"Well dont then" i look up to him with watery eyes. "Say i love you." He whispers with a cheeky smile.
"Ha! And then what"
"And then you focus on james, your songs, meet up with friends, family and ill be back before you know it." He smiles
"Oh why do you have to be so perfect"
"Oh it runs in the family" he cheeky says
"Haha" i look to the side to where james is playing in his cot. "Oh look at him, hes playing all happy and laughing. He has no idea his daddy is going away for 3 months!"
"Oh loz" he pushes my hair behind my ear and kisses my nose "ill be back before you know it i promise, i love you" he whispers
"Okayy" i sob. "I love you too"
Niall picks up his bag and i lift james out his cot and we make out way down stairs.
"Dont grow up too much okay little man?" He kisses james on his cheek "and for you!" He strokes my cheek "dont miss me too much okay"
"Okay"
He smiles and walks out the door and gets in his black range rover (we have the same car which is a bit wierd but his is a sport and we just loved the car so we both got one lol) "i love you my crazy mofos" he shouts out the window, blowing a kiss
"We love our crazy mofo too" i pretend to catch the kiss and kiss my hand and put it to james lips. I stand at the door with james until niall is gone.
I go into the lounge, place james in his mosses basket, sit down on the sofa as tear come streaming down my cheeks and down my neck. I cant believe hes gone, hes really gone for 3 months! With hardly no time to see us because when he has days off he doesn't have time to come over and james is too young to go on a plane ( hes only 3/4 months)
I wipe the tears off my cheeks and stand up "right i think its time for dinner huh baby" i walk into the kitchen and start cooking dinner. I just have to do something every day to get my mind off it! I think as i cook some pasta and warm up james bottle.
Like niall said ill focus on james, write some songs, meet up with some friends, probably go visit my mum and dad and just keep busy and the time will go by quick.
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I hope it wasnt too boring :/
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