Chapter 30: Just Want Niall Home <3

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Im back at school now but ill try to upload at least one chapter a week ;). Please comment <3

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(Lauren pov)

I lay james in his cot and go sit on the edge of my bed! tweets are coming through every second. some really nice, asking how i am and some really horrible!

"@OfficialLauren i cant believe you did this to niall!! I hope your happy with yourself"

"@OfficialLauren i hope your alright? you know we'll be here no matter what. we know you won't hurt niall"

"@OfficialLauren YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE LOST! YOU DONT DESERVE NIALL OR JAMES! JUST LEAVE AND LEAVE OUR BOY ALONE!!"

"OfficialLauren why are you all being horrible to lauren! she did nothing wrong! she told niall she loved him and not kieran. isnt that good enough?"

I kept reading and reading. the really horrible ones made me think maybe i dont deserve niall, maybe i shouldn't fight for him back but the nice ones bought a smile to my face and made me realise that them haters are gonna hate and are not true directioners, i love niall and i know it and i wont stop till i get him back home with me and james!!

I read through hundreds of tweets when i get a message. my heart stop at the thought of it being off niall but it isn't

Im soo lauren! i never ment for niall to hear i just wanted you to know how i feel about you! i understand that i lost that chance and your with niall now, i accept that. im soo sorry for any damage i have coursed i never wanted to hurt you!

Kieran x

I read the message with a tear running down my cheek. he is a sweet boy. i thought that i would be nice enough to text him back

I know kieran, i had them feelings once but i blew it too just waiting. all my love is for niall now, im sorry too

Lauren x

I send the text and walk over to james, i put my music on shuffle and put it down near james to get him off to sleep as i stroke his hair back i hear the first course to nobody compares

'You're so pretty

when you cry, when you cry.

Wasn't ready

to hear you say "Goodbye".

Now you're tearing me apart, tearing me apart,

You're tearing me apart.'

The tears come streaming down my cheeks again. why does this song have to come on. the perfect song for this situation and to make me feel worst niall is singing

"Daddy will be home soon" i whisper to james "i promise"

I pick up my phone and change the song to change my mind

"Ill make daddy change his mind and hell come home" i stroke james cheek and go lie down in my bed.

I think about today and how much i would take it all back just to have niall lying next to me right now.

I just want niall home!

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This was a short chapter but hope you like it ;)

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