Miss HOT and Mr. COLD

CHAPTER 21: On our Way

Hindi ako makapaniwala na 1 year na... 1 year since the day I flew to New York to be the model of Elle. *smile* Akala ko pagsisisihan ko ang desisyon ko but it turns out that I am born for this kind of life.

8 months, 8 months na kaming nagli-live-in ni Daniela. Yes, you read it right! Kami na ni Daniela and thankful ako sa kanya kasi sobrang inaalagaan niya ako at never niya akong pinabayaan kahit pagod siya from office sinusundo niya parin ako from all my photo shoots, shows, interviews and guesting. *smile* sweet, I know!

About me? Kung dati puro photo shoots lang ang ginagawa ko, ngayon, rumarampa narin ako sa catwalk. I was even invited as a special guest in Victoria's Secret Show and America's Next Top Model. I posed for Vogue and had an interview with Ellen and Oprah. I know that I am blessed at thankful ako dahil dun. Of course, kahit sikat na ako hindi ko parin nalilimutan pasalamatan ang mga taong naniniwala sa akin esp. Tita Maia. Minsan na rin naitanong sa isa sa mga interviews ko kung may boyfriend na ako... I proudly said YES! Because I'm proud with my relationship with Daniela, I'm proud of him kaya I'm sure na alam na yun ni For-... err... bad word Apathie! Well, 1 year na akong walang balita sa kanya kasi ni minsan hindi ko siya ipinagtanong at never rin sila nagkwento, so... I know nothing. *sigh* Dapat ko nalang siguro ipagpasalamat yun dahil nakapagfocus ako sa career ko at kay Daniela. *smile*

Minsan naiisip ko ang mga what-ifs na tanong ko sa utak ko...

What if I never left him with Witch? Maging kami kaya? Gustuhin niya rin kaya ako? Mahalin niya rin kaya ako pabalik? O hindi rin?

What if I chose my office work than my modelling career? Will I grow? Will I be strong? Will I be on same peak of my success right now? Or maybe not?

What if I stayed in my suite? Will Daniela and I be together? Will I be happy like how happy I am right now? Or not?

But who knows? Maybe God pitied me so much from my heartaches with Fortalejo that's why he showered me with blessings. Thank you God. *smile*

"Hon are you done?" he asked

"Yes." I smiled sweetly at him

Umupo siya sa bedside at tinap ang lap niya para paupuin ako doon na agad ko naman na sinunod.

"Are you ready?" with a playful smile on his face that I want to brush away

"Always Mr. Castillo." I seductively answered then I claimed his lips

That sweet kiss lasted for 3 hours. LOL! Just kidding! *laugh* It just lasted for hmm... 15 minutes? Yeah. We never DID that thing 'cause he respects me and I respect myself even more. *smile* For me the union of 2 bodies is a gift from God after marriage. Oo na! Makaluma na ako! But ayoko lang magsisi sa bandang huli na naibigay ko ang virginity ko sa maling tao.

"Hon let's go! Lagi ka nalang nagde-day dream." pailing-iling na sabi ni Daniela

"Whatever." I just rolled my eyes at him

"*chuckle* Pikon! Tara na baka mahuli pa tayo sa flight natin." then we intertwined our hands

(AIRPORT)

"Hon... kinakabahan ako tara balik nalang tayo." I confessed

"Don't be. I'm here and I'll never leave you." he kissed my hand and my worries subsided

We're on our way home and I hope everything's gonna be fine...