It was stupid. Yea. I know.
Getting drunk at sports day. Ending up in hospital getting 2 litres of fluid pumped into me.
A bottle of vodka.
Such a cruel thing.
But our mind, that's worse. It tells us to do these stupid things.
I. Will. Get. Better.
I know I stuffed up but I have to deal with it. It's in the past and I can't change it. All I can do is move on and show people I've changed for the better.
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A Cutters Diary (editing)
Teen FictionMy mind, my hell, my life. What I think at my darkest times and my happiest.