A Cutters Diary (editing)

I'm back

exams have just went by and half a year has gone by with out cutting. life is perfect.

boy was I wrong... mum's legs been hurting again but she's trying to hide it, it's scaring me. I almost lost her I don't want to have to go through all that pain again. I now have 2 jobs. thought it might help if I earn some more money try paying for my own things so mum and dad don't have to.  Money is tight at the moment :/

I want to help them in any way I can but they won't let me.

thoughts creep back, both good and bad ones...