Yes I stuffed up again..
It's the attacks I'm having, it was so bad I cut at school.
Ever day I fell like I have to leave school because I get so depressed and afraid that I'm gonna do something I regret. Like cutting infront of someone :/
Just realised how much me cutting is going to effect my future...
I wanted to be a child care worker but how can I do that with my body covered in scars and children asking what's that.. No parent would trust their child with some one who cuts or used to.
I wanted to do modelling but that's out now too :/
All I really can do is paint I guess....
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A Cutters Diary (editing)
Teen FictionMy mind, my hell, my life. What I think at my darkest times and my happiest.
