Afraid

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Jiin pov
I stared at her in shock.

J: But Kirst!
K: Also you are not Paloma's dad.

The words struck Mitch hard.

M: But I am her father!!!
K: Biologically. But you were never a father or ever be one.
M: Please Kirst. That doesn't make sense
K: Then abandoning a person and coming back in an year to claim the child makes sense?

Damn she was a bad ass. I was awwed and Mitch seemed to take it roughly.

M: Please.......

She stared into Mitch's eyes.

K: You have no right to say please.

Mitch teared up. I was surprised as Paloma cried loudly. I handed her to Kirstie and she cooed Paloma. Mitch was looking at her intensely.

S: Mitch you can stay at our house
J: No fuckin way
K: Watch your mouth. Paloma can hear you
J: Unbelievable

I stormed out withoit glancing at anyone. How can Scott make that decision without me? I am having a serious talk with him later.

Scott pov
S: Don't worry about Jiin. You can use the guestroom where Kirstie stayed.
M: Then what about Kirst?
S: Oh didn't you know? She is moving out with Paloma.

I examined Mitch's face.

M: But .... she is with a baby.
S: Well Kirst insisted.
K: I am right here you know
S: However yeah she is moving out
M: She can't do that! Babies are hard to take care of especially alone!

Kirstie scoffed out loud.

K: Well it's my decision and I went through my pregant 10 months by myself. It's not that hard idiot

She gave Mitch a glare.

K: Just be yourself and feel free to leave when you want to. But just to be nice tell Scott before leaving so he doesn't have to suffer looking for you

Her deadly words hit both of us hard.

K: Now if you don't mind I am gonna feed Paloma so get out

We slowly stood up and went out. Outside there was Jiin looking furious. I was actually scared..

J: We need to talk
S: Umm....

Kirstie pov
After shooing the boys away I fed Paloma. I thought to myself and tried to figure out if I am doing it right or wrong. I was already falling over Mitch. I am so dumb. I looked down at Paloma and she was smiling.

K: Hey Paloma are you full?

She giggled instead. It made me smile and put my clothes back on properly. As soon I called Jiin in she came in with Scott. Mitch followed them quietly. Scott looked frightened.

K: Jiin did you scare Scott?
J: No I didn't.

Scott mumbled. I quickly caught it and laughed.

K: When am I going to be discharged?
J: Well about two weeks?
K: No way. I can't stand the hospital.
J: Then you shouldn't have run around the hospital.

I glanced at Mitch who was looking down.

K: Sooo.... what are you waiting for?
J: Love me like you do lo-

I broke out into laughter. Scott laughed too and the whole room was soon laughing.

K: I don't need all of you guys to babysit me.
J: Yes you do.
K: Ugh

I held Paloma tightly as she dosed off little by little.

K: Paloma is sleepy. I need to take her to her bed.
M: I can do it

I was a little wary but I decided to trust Mitch. I gave Paloma to him. He gently planted a kiss on Paloma's head and went out.

J: You are whipped
K: What do you mean
J: Duh you are falling in love all over again
K: No way

I looked away. I heard Scott and Jiin leaving. I sighed in relief and twiddled my thumbs. Jiin was right. How could I not?

As I thought to myself the door opened and Mitch came in.

M: Umm can I come in?
K: You are already in the room

I giggled as he smiled too.

K: How is Paloma?
M: I put her to her bed and she is sleeping.
K: Great
M: Um... I know this is beyond my authority or something... but can I at least help you care for her?

I froze. This was where everything started. This was how Mitch and I got back together. I had to decide whether I should or not. It was more like if I should let myself crashing back into Mitch.

K: Sure.

My breath was shaky a little. My voice was raspy and Mitch caught it.

M: Do you need a doctor? Should I call them?
K: No.. I am fine...

There was another awkward silence.

M: I really wanted to ask you something.
K: What is it?
M: Are you alright?

I felt my heart sting. Since Paloma didn't have a safe start everyone was caring for her. I didn't mind though. But Mitch's words came to me like a light. My eyes stung. I felt my tears coming out. I was worn out. I was too tired. I was too afraid. I was too afraid to show my feelings. I broke down into tears. I never wanted to break down infront of Mitch but I couldn't help it.

As I sobbed I felt Mitch coming to me and sat down. He held my hand and drew small circles.

M: Shh.... Great job Kirst. What you did was amazing.

I know he was talking about giving birth to Paloma but all the memories flashed back in to me.

I sobbed louder and I felt Mitch standing up. I gripped his hand wanting him to not leave. Instead of leaving Mitch came to my side and lied down on the bed with me.

The bed was small but it was enough for us. He hugged me tight as I cried into his shirt. I began to ramble up some stuff as I felt safe in his arms.

K: I was afraid... What was I gonna do if Paloma died? If she didn't start brething?

I sobbed. Mitch gently carressed my cheek and wiped some tears off.

M: I know.. I know

I felt his hand rubbing my back smoothly. I felt my eye lids getfing heavy and I soon fell asleep

A/N
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