Lovely Nabi

I Still Love You

Zico got up from the couch looking around to make sure no one was watching him. Some of them had gone home but Hobi and that ass were still here. Her roommate Kookie seemed to be keeping him distracted for now at least. Making his way up the stairs he shook his head trying to get all the thoughts out of his head. The door to her room was open and he stepped inside closing the door and locking it behind him. Nabi stepped out of the bathroom, she had just finished washing up.

"Do you really love him?" Her eyes grew at the sudden question. Her silence was enough of a confirmation for him.

"Zico you have to understand. I do love you still but you keep me here in this house and won't tell me where you are. I can only see you when you decide to come over. You've pushed me away and he wants to keep me close and be near me as much as he can. If you didn't want to lose me, you shouldn't have locked me away like some doll that you can come back to anytime you want." He moved over to her pulling her into his arms. Like usual she relaxed against him sighing from the comfort.

"I'm sorry I keep you away I'm just so afraid they will still be looking for us. It's only been three years since we died in America. If you can just wait two more years till I'm completely sure they won't be looking for us anymore we can be together like we used to." Leaning down to her he lifted her chin placing a gentle kiss on her lips. His eyes were closed but he felt a tear hit his fingers. Did she really miss him that much or was she thinking of the other man? Was she truly that torn between the two men that it hurt?

Taking a step towards her bed she easily let him move her. She still was exactly how he remembered her all the way down to her reactions to him but her thoughts were different. Leading her to the bed his kisses became desperate. He laid her down gently on the bed moving on top of her. Looking down at her face he could see the sorrow in her eyes and the trails down her cheeks where she was crying. She pulled him close her quiet sobs making her body shake. Gently he kissed along her neck and over her jaw.

His fingers found their way under her shirt finding the scar on her back caressing it as he kissed her again. She gripped his shirt tightly in her fists as she kissed him back her sobs stopping as she let herself get lost in him. As long as he could take away her pain he felt he still had a chance to be with her. He wouldn't give up on her till she pushed him away. Pressing himself against her he moved his lips back to her neck rewarding him with soft gasps. There was a knock on the door that pulled his mind away from her. Ignoring it he went back to what he was doing till the knock came again and a voice with it this time.

"Are you okay Nabi? You've been up here for a while. I think your ex went home already." It was that bastard ruining things again. He got off her fixing her shirt for her and leaving her on the bed in a daze. He unlocked the door opening it to a surprised face, Yoongi tried to look behind him. Zico let him look wanting him to see just how much he still had her. He wanted that man to see how elated she was after just such little contact.

"She still loves me so you better watch out. And I'm not her ex I'm still her boyfriend so I suggest you tread carefully." Zico pushed his way past the other man and headed for the front door. There was no way he was going to be able to have any alone time with her with others in the house. He would have to wait for her next off day when the boy was in school.