It's jai...
I answered"Hello" he says to the phone
"Hi?" I said back
"Just seeing if you where okay, I thought I'd give it some time..."
I can't believe he actually cares... I'll ask him to pick me up from the airport tomorrow when I get back to LA
"Yeah, I'm fine... Well don't tell anyone but I'm coming home tomorrow!" I thought I'd lighten up the mood by telling him I'm coming
"Please tell me you're joking!" He said
"No I'm going to the airport in 20 minutes to leave and I'll land tomorrow night" I could hear him sniffing
"Are you crying?" I asked him
"I'm just happy! Happy tears... Tia I'm sorry okay I love you I shouldn't have told you in such a harsh way. I'll pick you up and we can go out and talk things through, yeah?" He replied
I was so glad that he still cared. I'm surprised he didn't fuck her while I was away, well I don't know that but let's hope not.
"Yeah, sounds good I'll text you when I land, just don't tweet about it or fans will show up!" I insisted
"Yeah I'm not stupid! Okay love you
Tia..." He said"Love you jai" I hung up the phone and fell back on to my pillow and stared at the ceiling.
*airport*
I waved goodbye to my mum and walked through the terminal, security and then to my gate. My flight got called.
*after flight*
It was about 8pm. No one was really at the airport, so I text jai and and told him to come pick me up.
Within 5 minutes he was outside he came and picked my luggage up and put it in the car he hugged me but it didn't feel the same....
"We've missed you!" He said starting the engine
He clearly didn't miss me that much because he only called me yesterday...
"Awh I've missed you all too..." I said peering out the window
The car journey was so boring the warmth of my breathe was fogging up the glass, I started to draw pictures of smiley face.
We got back to the house and by now it was about 11pm so most of the house were asleep... Apart from luke. Conveniently!
I didn't know if I wanted to sleep with jai just yet but i didn't want to be rude.
"Hey jai, I'm gonna sleep here tonight" I said to him
"Urm okay sure but you can have my bed?" He said peering back at me
"Urrr it's okay thanks anyway" i replied.
I was in a deep sleep until I felt someone pick me up. I opened my eyes slightly to see jai. He placed me on his bed pulled the duvet up to my shoulders and kiss my forehead, I was waiting for him to get in the bed... But he didn't. I rolled over to the side of the bed to see him on the floor with just a pillow.
I felt so bad.
"Jai, get in" I said lifting the blanket up
"No I understand, I was an idiot." He said turning over
"Fine then" I said getting up off the bed chucking my pillow next to his and pulling the duvet off the bed
"I'll sleep here" I said before he turned around and faced me
He kissed my cheek. I turned over and I felt his warm arms wrap around my body holding me. I missed this... But it wasn't the same.
*next morning*
I woke up to the sun beaming through blinds. I checked my phone and it was 12pm, I felt so jet lagged.
I sat up to then realise we slept on the floor...beau walks through the door half naked.
"TIA!" He ran over calling the rest of the boys in
"Sshh! Jais asleep!" I said
I stood up and all the boys, including Katie and Gabby, huddled around me and gave me a massive hug.
*later that day*
We were all in the living room just talking about random stuff. Jai was sat next to me but I just had someone else on my mind. I couldn't Stop thinking about them
"Tia come here a sec" gabby shouted from beaus room
Katie was sat with her. I sat at the bottom of the bed and stared at them both
"Yeah?" I replied
"Jai?" Katie said looking at me
"What about him..." I answered
"I know things aren't right between you two. It's obvious since you've been back." She said back to me
"Well I saw my ex when I was in the UK and it just made me think about whether or not I was happy in the relationship." I told them
"Well, we don't know your ex so we can't help you decide..." Gabby replied
"Well... I'm not really ready to tell you guys. It's not the right time." I said walking out the door and back Into the living room.
I can't tell them who it is or it'll ruin everything I have with them... When I was back in the UK I was happy but when I'm here I'm so stressed and worry about everything.
Jai went to kiss me and I backed away! Wtf is wrong with me.
"I'm sorry" I said looking in to his eyes
He looked really pissed. He turned away and stood up. He walked into the kitchen then to his room.
I didn't know who to talk to about all this drama because... It's all so complicated.
*7:45pm*
Beau, Gabby, James and Katie had all gone out for dinner. I didn't want to be around the couples because if feel like the outcast do I stayed at home. With Luke. And jai...
Me and skip were sat on the sofas talking for a while about what I did back In the UK and how they were going to be touring there again.
After about 10 minutes he went up to his room. Luke came down and sat opposite me.
"Fancy seeing you again." I said to him
He just laughed
"How's ariana?" I asked him
"We broke up. Long story" he said looking at the ground
I was so shocked. I couldn't even get words out.
"Oh I'm sorry. We don't have to talk about it now" I replied
"It's fine. She broke up with me because she found out..."
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What did she find out?!?
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