Death Is The New Life

Frozen In Time

Time freezes as I see
The last few seconds of my life
Flash right before me
It's really the end this time

As I reach for the hanging object
That's sitting there waiting
For me to carry out my death sentence
Memories flood my mine

Not the bad ones that would
Make me push forward
To carry out the dreadful deed
No it's the ones filled with cheer
That always seem to stop me in my tracks

I shake them off
It's not going to work this time
I place the murder weapon around my neck
Then time freezes again

I seem to glance into the future
A few seconds beyond my life span
My loved ones are cradling me in their arms
With rivers flowing from their eyes
The one they loved with all their heart
Is sitting there lifeless right before them

I try to brush it off
But it's too much to bare
Why does this seem to happen
When I've almost succeeded

I take the Devil's murder weapon
Discard it from my neck
Time suddenly unfreezes
Tonight is not my end~

{Kye}