Gone

"Is This What You Want" 42

Right after the commotion, William and Jon left, disgusted at a man who finally got courage. Niall was still breathing heavily, his chest pumping up and down in disbelief, excitement, and a gush of happiness. He was hyper ventilating, but he was okay. He was still in the band. His hand still gripped my forearm, and even though it might have been bruising me, he was here. He fought for me this time.

After we sat on the bed and reclaimed our sanity and began to calm down, the nurse came in unexpectedly. "You're allowed to leave now, Ms. McDonald. Uh," she turned to Adrianna obviously wanting a word, and mumbled again, "Ms. McDonald can I have a word with you before you leave?" The nurse was chubby and had brown hair, into an updo. Adrianna stepped out while the nurse explained something thoroughly. She circled her hands, and seemed to get agitated and upset. Adrianna shook her head and put her hand on her head. "And if he's not on her case, he can piss off." Adrianna burst into the room, rubbing her temples, while Niall grabbed the handles on the suitcases. While Niall walked further ahead a different nurse waited at the door's enterance to take me out in a wheelchair.

She shrugged a shoulder and answered, "Policy. I'll get fired." I nodded along, willing to accept a free ride down stairs.

When I looked down, Kennedy was sleeping. She shook a little, her body alive and breathing. She came from something vile and disgusting, and she seemed nothing like that. She even looked nothing like him, considering she was half him.

We were in the elevator when Niall got down on one knee, and whispered, "So where did you go .. when I was in your room .. before you were gone. Where did you all go? I was waiting and you weren't there and I was so scared. I thought I lost you again. I can't lose you again, Andrea. I love you." He leaned on a duffel bag Adrianna packed for me. I lightly pressed my hand to his cheek. My reflection in the elevators mirror catch my attention, but only for a millisecond, while I turned back to Niall's big blue beautiful eyes.

"I was getting Kennedy's blood tested." I took his curious face as to him asking why. "They wanna see if they can find his DNA is her blood. About a 35% chance it will work, but it is a shot.

He nodded and stood back on his feet leaning againt the handlebar screwed into elevators sides for support. The nurse was pushing me in the wheelchair while I held Kennedy tightly in my arms. "Kennedy Violet McDonald," I whispered looking down at her. Her eyes opened and she just looked around, waving her arm. I grabbed on of her tiny arms, and laid it by her side, and pushed my finger into her palms.

The elevator doors open so I could see the whole outside world, since the whole floor was covered in windows. But what I saw I expected not to see. There were police men holding some fans back, but reporters were pressed to the glass window already snapping pictures of Kennedy, myself, Adrianna, and Niall. Niall lifted the duffel bag to cover his face, while the nurse looked down and pushed silently. Adrianna sprinted ahead, trying to get through the crowd to get the Range Rover. I turned Kennedy from facing the ceiling to facing my chest. She tried reaching to suckle, but I was wearing regular clothes and it wouldn't come apart that easily. My milk wasn't coming out to much so the doctor told me to feed her formula instead. I happily agreed. I looked down at Kennedy who was screaming her head off and brushed her hair back lightly and slowly. She kept peeking her head out at me, and smiling and laughing. The free hand that was gripping the handle of the wheel chair came up over my eyes, and I swung it back down, whispering, "Peek-a-boo!" She laughed, while I rubbed circles on her back. Niall's hand rested on my shoulder and squeezed when Adrianna pulled up to the front. The security dudes stopped just helping push fans back but the reporters too, and the minute they did we had a path to leave. Niall and I jumped in the back on the car, while I called out the window, "Thanks!" to the nurse. I forced Adrianna to wait until I had Kennedy in her car seat, buckled. Finally I got her in, and Adrianna began to slowly drive off. It was slow to get near the exit of the parking lot, but we did it somehow. My window was up, and since it was tinted no one saw me. Niall was messing with Kennedy but I just starred out the window -then I saw it.

I saw him.

I saw him. I patted Niall's shoulders quickly, and pointed at him, but he moved. He went somewhere else. "What?" Niall asked looking around. Shaking my head, I sighed and waved him off sadly. Even though he wasn't there I stared at the spot. Frantically my eyes raced around for wherever he could be. He couldn't have gone far. Kennedy's laughter shook me out of my trance.

Niall was above herm tickling her tummy. His fingers grazed over her new skin so carefully. I leaned over an laid my head on his shoulder. Kennedy was between us both. If you didn't recongnize us and you saw us like this, you'd think he was the daddy and I was the mommy. Except you'd be so wrong.

"And we are here." Adrianna said pulling into our hotel's parking garage. "We leave tomorrow night, Andrea. So don't get too cozy. Oh and Niall," she poked her head back into the car before we got out. "No more babies. One is enough for now." He blushed, and got out of the car, while I unbuckled Kennedy's car seat. I got out, carrying her, swinging her left and right. Niall pulled me into him, his arm around my back, gripping my hip. Adrianna went to a store in the hotel while I used to key and went to our room. While walking through the halls I didn't know if they were staring at us because of the baby or because there was a superstar walking me into my room.

First I placed Kennedy's car seat in the middle of the bed, while Niall unbuckled her from it. Secondly I admired the view I saw just 2 nights ago - when I wasn't a mother. And third, I sat next to Kennedy, on the opposite side of Niall. Kennedy was asleep and Niall was fumbling with his fingers so I grabbed my phone and searched Niall's Twitter. He uploaded the picture of him and Kennedy, and tweeted @NiallOfficial: check this cutie pie out! welcome to the world kennedy! and I looked through the replies. From what my eyes saw there were more hateful comments than positive. ew, so much cancer! xD, please jump right out of theworld, jump off a cliff, shes ugly figures cause andreas ugly too. So much more than that. There was a notification at the top of his tweets, meaning he tweeted more. His tweet was @NiallOfficial: I see you checking my tweets out. I giggled and turned to him, where he had an eyebrow raised. My phone began playing my ringtone, which it was Adrianna.

"Hey, where are ya?" she asked through the phone. "What're ya doing?"

"In our room. With Niall. We're watching Kennedy, who's sleeping. Why? Where are you? I'm about to take a morphene pill."

"Come downstairs. Bring Kennedy in the stroller by the door. Bring Niall. Come to cafe." I groaned, but she hung up.

"Dude go to the cafe with Kennedy. Take the stroller." He laughed at my laziness, and leaned over and kissed my lips lightly. "I love you." I breathed while he was still hovering over my body.

"One day we're going to get married and have kids of our own, and even though Kennedy's not my baby, she is my princess." He kissed my lips once more, before setting the stroller up, and cruising downstairs. My belly was killing me. It felt like it was ripping open. I walked to the duffel bag, and searched through my bag before I found the medicine I was supposed to take. There were so many side effects, hallucinations, dizziness. I looked around the room, and noticed it was spinning. I must have already took one, I thought. I shook my head, and tooka few more, and then shrugged and dumped the whole bottle in my mouth. I crawled to the bed, but didn't get far, the muscles in my body stopped working.

There was a bunny on the ceiling, hopping around, slowly and carefully. Suddenly the door swung open, making my head roll around. "No," I mumbled when I saw who it was. "No," but my jaw froze up, telling me I was done speaking. He was standing there, in 5 different places, holding a rope, and duct tape.

"You snitched on me," he said through gritted teeth. "And now you're going to pay."

Authors note- omg 2 chapters left after this 😰😰😰