Gone

"A Kiss of Sadness" 21

"Andrea..." I starred at the television which went to a cat commercial. Then a vaginal mesh commercial. "Andrea...?" Nyx asked again.

"Adrianna," I growled, gritting my teeth, "schedule me an interview with anyone, any channel, as soon as possible." I turned to Nyxinia and murmured, "It was lovely meeting you and hanging out today Nyxinia. We'll have to do this again. Good night."

I stomped off to my bed, locking the door. I pulled the quilts over my head, even if I was sweating incredibly, I didn't remove the blanket. I gripped the fluffy bunny on my bed, and cried into it. I screamed, I didn't care if anyone heard me. I just wanted to curl in a ball and die. 

I closed my eyes, and tired from screaming, I fell alseep.

I knew it was a dream but I couldn't do anything besides lie in bed. Suddenly, Niall burst through the door, walking towards me slowly. "Niall?" I mumbled. "Niall, is that you?" His eyes were blood red, and his hands were behind his back. When he got to me, he glanced and my now swollen belly. he crooked his head, and smiled like a mad scientist, and revealed that his hands held a huge butcher's knife. He slammed it into my stomach, hundreds of times over hundreds. I cried out in pain, and agony. Then he cut a C into my stomach, and pulled out a barely attached baby, but the worst part wasn't that. The babies was clear, and it was very aware of who it was. The baby's father, except every time I registered a face in my mind it changed to someone else it could have been. And right before it, the baby's face was Niall's. 

I gasped as I woke up, and was wet everywhere from sweating. Soon, I got a stabbing pain in my stomach, and after 5 minutes it didn't go away. I realized it was a little after 9, so I called the local doctor.

"Hello, my name is Andrea McDonald and I have a question about my pregnancy."

"Okay, let me get your files up." It was a male nurse on the phone. "What's your question?"

"I'm around week 14, 4 months, second trimester, and I'm having really bad pain in my stomach." I pressed the part that hurt.

"It's rare, but its expected you to get pains around that time, so nothing to worry about. I assure you. Call again for any questions." I sighed, and hung up. Adrianna woke up, and seemed surprised I was awake. I gave her a silly smirk and went to get changed.

I had no bra on, no shirt, only panties, and noticed a small belly beginning. I had swollen stretch marks everywhere. My stomach felt a lot stiller. A lot calmer. 

I slipped a short dress on, capri jeggings underneath. I looked okay, as I finished putting my hair in a fancy ponytail.

We got Nyxinia, while I sat in the back in the dark on every conversation, they ignored me. They tried including me, but I was sleepy, since that nightmare woke me up early.

I must've fell asleep since Nyxinia woke me from my deep slumber. She laid a land on the window, and pressed her face tightly against it. Her nose went up and I saw only her nostrils. I giggled, and looked at everyone there. The fair had a couple of rides, ones I couldn't go on. Theres were hundreds of vendors for so many different things. "Hey, let's get our fortunes read!" Adrianna walked over to a pysic and paid for 3 fortunes. She took Adrianna into the back, while we waited. Adrianna walked out with a huge smile, and while Nyx went in, she told me, "She said that I would find my soul mate soon." I began feeling excitement as Nyx walked out and I walked in.

"Hello, hello. Sit, please." She had a huge orb crystal ball in front of her. I wasn't sure if I should believe anything she said or not. She held out her hand, and murmured, "Hand." 

She started smiling, and I had to ask, "What do you see?" 

"A long, happy life. There's bumps but you need to accept such." She laid my hand down, and plugged 5 finger machines (I was about to write 5 Finger Death Punch hahah) onto each finger, and laid my hand on a pad that was warm and seemed to scan my hand. "Mmm." She mumbled. Her eyes flickered, but then she smiled. "Congratulations. Keep it secretive as long as you can. Many will judge." I was surprised. She had to be talking about my baby. I tried keeping my mind clean of everything. The pad seemed to warm up, and the woman unplugged my hand.

"Your fortune, my child." She stood up from her chair, and her dress seemed to make tons of noise. She watched me get up, and crooked head and said, "Your fortune..."

"Yes?" Her tone began getting me worried. What about my fortune? She had said a long happy life, but what about my fortune that was apart of my future? 

"There will be complications .. I"m terribly sorry. If you choose the right path she will be saved." Who was she talking about? Me? Nyx? Adrianna? My baby? "A man... you will be terrified... he will be back."