"I don't know what to do anymore D..." Lauren says to Dinah as they sit on the couch in Lauren and Camilla's apartment.
"Have you tried talking to her?" Dinah replies
"ALL THE TIME SHE WON'T LISTEN" Lauren yells frustrated
"Okay, maybe give her an ultimatum. Tell her you either talk or your done. She can't just ignore you all the time for that potato head Shawn. YOU'RE her girlfriend." Dinah says while wrapping her arm around Lauren's shoulders
"Yeah you're right...I will tonight. Or whenever she comes home" Lauren mutters as she lays her head on Dinah's shoulder
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It's a quarter till 2 when Camila comes home and sees Lauren on the couch.
"Camila we need to talk.." Lauren whispers just loud enough for Camila to hear
"I think you're right" Camila replies while walking over to sit next to Lauren. She turns facing her "I've been needing to tell you something for awhile now"
"What is it?" Lauren asks while looking Camila in the eyes
"....I've been cheating on you with Shawn.." Camila whispers while averting her eyes so she won't feel as guilty
"WHAT?! HOW LONG?!" Lauren screams as she stands up
"Almost 3 months..." Camila says feeling guilty as she sees Lauren's eyes start to well up with tears at the new information
"I thought you loved me. We've been dating for almost 4 years! We have an apartment together. God, I'm so stupid I KNEW you guys were getting too close. But, me being me thought it was all in my head!....how could you do this to me?" Lauren says feeling utterly heartbroken she knew she should've said something sooner
"What?! I DO love you!" Camila says also standing up
"Yeah because people in love cheat all the time!" Lauren yells sarcastically her face turning slightly red with anger as hot tears pour out of her eyes.
Camila goes to hug Lauren but Lauren pushes her away needing to say more.
"Did you at least dump his scrawny as before telling me this?!" Lauren yells
"....I... I want to be with him. I love him" Camila says tears coming out of her eyes as she sees Lauren literally break down in front of her
Lauren backs against the wall staring at Camila in disbelief and hurt
"So, you were telling me so you could break up with me and be with him?...." Lauren says even more hurt than before
"Yes, I'm SO sorry Lauren. It just feels right with him and I don't think I feel the same way about you anymore. I don't think I have for awhile..I'm so sorry" Camila says getting choked up
"And you couldn't have told me before?! You just HAD to cheat on me?! Fuck! I knew you didn't love me." Lauren says as she covers her face with her hands as she slides her back down the wall, sitting on the floor
"You know I did" Camila states firmly wiping her eyes. She doesn't want to cry. She doesn't deserve to.
"Did? Just get out Camila, please. If there's ANY part of you that cares about me just leave. I'm so done with you never speak to me or look at me unless it's absolutely necessary in an interview." Lauren says as she takes her hands off her face and looks directly in Camila's eyes. Heartbrokn grey eyes meets guilty brown.
"Lauren plea-" Camila starts but gets cut off by Lauren
"LEAVE!" Lauren yells jumping up and pushing Camila towards the door "Go back to your boyfriend leave me alone!"
Camlia looks at Lauren feeling so bad for hurting the girl she loved for years. She grabs Lauren's arms and wraps her own around lauren tightly. Her heart breaking as she hears Lauren let out tiny sobs. She squeezes her eyes shut tight trying ignore her own heart hurting.
Lauren then comes back to her senses and remembers what Camila has done and pushes herself out of Camila's arms. Wiping her eyes and controlling her breathing she looks in Camila's eyes and says in a whisper
"I never thought you would be the one to break me. You promised you'd love me forever and nobody could take you away. But, I guess I never really had you huh? Please leave and don't come back" fresh tears rolling down her cheeks as she speaks.
Camila is crying freely now. Hearing Lauren sound so broken and hurt is killing her but she made her decision and she can't take it back now. So, with a somber expression Camila says nothing more. She turns around after one last glance into Lauren's beautifully heartbroken grey eyes and walks out the door.
Now finally alone Lauren locks the door. She runs to their once shared room and starts throwing Camila's clothes out their balcony widow into the pool. Frustrated screams coming out of her mouth. Once there's no more clothes left she sits on the floor, brings her knees to her chest and sobs. She sobs so much she ends up falling asleep.
Part 2 coming up let me know what you guys think 🙈
