So I'm kind of obsessed with this song, so I had to write this. :) I hope you enjoy.
Andy's P.O.V.
I sit on my bed writing in my notebook. I've had so many song ideas lately, I almost filled up my notebook.
"What are you writing?" I quickly look up and notice Ruby standing at the door, looking at me with a questioning look. I give her a huge smile while I quickly close the notebook and casually slide it under my pillow.
"Nothing my love. Don't worry about it." I say hugging her and giving her a quick kiss on her forehead. She pulls away quickly and runs to my bed, grabbing my notebook. "No!" I tackle her on the bed trying to get the notebook back. She pulls it out of reach.
"Come on, Andy. Let me read it." She
whines.
I sigh and look over at her. "Okay. One page."
She sits down on the bed, opening my book. I nervously look at her as she chooses a page at random and starts reading out loud.
"Bottles smash, I raise my hand
How can you all even stand it
Why is there joy in this poison, oh
Faking smiles and confidence
Driving miles to capture this excitement
I can't take anymore, oh
You're never gonna get it
I'm a hazard to myself
I'll break it to you easy
This is hell, this is hell"
She looks up at me. I notice a look of concern in her eyes. "Umm is this recent?"
"No. It's from before I met you."
She smiles in relief. "It's really good. I didn't know you can write like this."
I try to pull the notebook away as she tries to read more. "I said one page."
"Aww." She pouts. I smile at her she was so cute. I give her a quick peck on her lips.
"Can you sing for me?" She asks.
"What!"
"They are lyrics, right?"
"Umm yea." I say biting my lip nervously.
"Well.... Let me hear you sing." She says excitedly.
I look at her as she nods at me encouragingly.
I sigh. "Fine." I flip through my notebook and clear my throat. " I need some water." I get up, but Ruby grabs my hand before I can go anywhere.
"No you don't. Now stop messing around and sing." She says pulling me back.
"Okay." I say defeated. I sigh and start singing, closing my eyes and getting into the song.
"You're never gonna get it
I'm a hazard to myself
I'll break it to you easy
This is hell, this is hell
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to smile
We don't have to make friends
It's so nice to meet you,
Let's never meet again
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to dance"
I look up as soon as I finish the last lyric. She has a huge grin on her face.
"You sir, have a very sexy singing voice." She says wiggling her eyebrows at me.
I laugh slowly as I get close to her. "Well, maybe I should sing more often." I say kissing her softly.
