The Beginning to Our End

Chapter 10

Song: 'Freak' by Lana Del Rey

Holy shit you guys, it's been a week I'm terrible.

SPOV

7:00 PM Wednesday 4 more days to find Ally

S- Troye and John get their own rooms and we share, someone has to watch you now let it go.
AP- I still don't understand why I can't have my own room! This is a hotel for fucks sake! It's not like I'm gonna run away.

I rolled my eyes as Alex kept complaining about the room arrangements and pacing through the room. We haven't even been in Poland for an hour and I already want to throw her into the ocean.

S- You won't be going anywhere if you don't sit down, shut up and sleep!

I buried my face into my pillow as she sighed and got into her bed. After a few minutes of silence I assumed she was sleeping so I closed my eyes and slowly drifted.

*sometime later*

I was awakened by paws walking on my body with a few soft meows. I scrunched up my face and rolled over burying my face into the cold pillow.

S- Ziggy go away it's too early.

I heard soft steady footsteps making their way towards me and the sudden weight of a body sitting on my lower back. Dark hair covered my face blocking the bright light coming in through the windows. The familiar smell of vanilla filled the air and I smiled. A kiss was placed on my cheek followed by the morning voice of my one and only.

A- Morning.

I turned my head enough to see Ally's contagious goofy smile causing me to smile. I stretched as Ally climbed off my back and into the spot next to me.

S- Good morning pretty.
A- Sleep well?
S- Like a baby.
A- Good.... it won't last long.
S- What?
A- Nothing.

There was a silence, a long comfortable silence. She stroked my hair lightly as we just stared at each other, enjoying each other's company, when I decided to break the silence.

S- Are you ok? I mean with everything that's happened...

She stared off into space for a second her smile faltering slightly. There was a lightly tense silence before her smile went back to its former glory and she looked at me.

A- Yeah I'm fine.
S- Are you su-
A- I don't want to talk about it right now.

I nod not wanting to make her anxious by prying too much. As she stared at whatever was happening outside I took the chance to look at her, like really look at her, just to be sure I'm actually seeing her. She's dressed in a black t-shirt and black joggers, with her hair down as the sunlight shines on her face. She looks happy but her eyes tell a different story. Her eyes weren't the same green filled with colorful streaks like I remember them. They were darker, black almost; it was like someone was somehow able to drain the love of my life of all her happiness and joy making her miserable. She seemed broken, empty, alone. I wanted to grab her and tell her everything will be fine like I always do but it doesn't seem like any amount of comfort would help. She was about to speak when a man whose face was blurred grabbed her dragging her out of the house. She didn't fight back though, she just kept staring. Knowing there was no point in fighting him she let him take her. Before we lost sight of each other time slowed around us as our eyes met at a distance. Blank, black emotionless eyes met brown tear filled ones as she told me the last words I'd probably hear with a small smile as a single tear fell from her face.