but I-I'm over you, aren't I?
yet, I can still see
those stone cold azure eyes staring
back at me in the darkness of the night.
I can still feel the forced kiss you
planted on my lips whenever you found me alone.
I can still hear your voice telling me
how much I meant to you,
I can still feel your fake anguish,
I can still taste your bitterness.
your name still makes me feel the same sting every damn time.
memories of us, of you, still roam in my mind.
I still have feelings, and that is hate and pity..
I find you through the dark when I close my eyes.
I don't want this, I can't have this.
I want to remove your touch, remove the memories,
remove your voice from my existence.
I think about you a lot.
but I-I'm over you, aren't I?
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yup. uh, I decided to keep this book going a lil while longer.
