Broken-Hearted Girl || Rae Sremmurd

Chapter 1

You're Everything I Thought You Never Were

2 Months Ago:

A tear rolled down my cheek onto the table. Khalif walked up to me and started yelling.

"WHY ARE YOU FUCKING CRYING?!" he yelled in my face.

"You keep lying to me" I said turning my head.

"Everything I do is for you and you think I'm lying" he said calming his voice.

"I seen you kiss her!" I stood up, which didn't really do much since he was 5'9.

"But I'm still with you!" he said pushing me back.

"Don't push me!" I mumbled.

"What?" he said pushing me again.

"I said don't push me" I repeated.

"Shut up, bitch" he said stepping close to me.

I grabbed the plate on the table and hit him over the head. He fell and started moaning in pain, but not before he grabbed my ankles and pulled me to the floor.

"Khalif, l-let go!" I said before I fell.

I tried to grab onto the leg of the table but he climbed on top of me and started hitting me in the face.

"Stop!" I said trying to move.

He then got up and left me there. I was now afraid of being in this house with him. If he was going to hit me, I knew that he was capable of killing me!

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Today:

"Where's Khalif?" I asked his older brother, Aaquil.

"He's at the store, he'll be back soon" he told me.

"Oh, I really need to talk with him" I said putting a piece of hair behind my ear.

He put his earphones in his ear indicating that he didn't wanna hear me.

"Disrespectful" I mumbled.

He smirked and started typing something on his phone.

About 10 minutes later, the door opened. Khalif came in with groceries. He put them on the table and I helped him put them away. I looked through the first bag and it had four pineapples in it.

"Do you really need four pineapples?" I asked him.

"You know I love pineapples" he replied.

Once the groceries were put away, I grabbed his hand.

"I need to talk to you for a second" I said.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Do you love me?" I asked hesitantly.

"Yeah" he said caressing my forearm.

"Then why do you treat me like you do?" I asked picking my head up slightly.

He didn't answer.

"Khalif, I wanna know" I said.

"I don't know. I thought we were on good terms but now you asking all these damn questions!"

"I'm asking because it hurts me to know that you say you love me but you hit me and yell at me."

"I don't mean to but when you push me over the edge, things happen."

"So that's it. Things happen, huh?"

"That's what I said" he said.

He bent down to kiss me and I didn't move.

"I love you" he said.

"Mhmm" I said.

"You not gonna say it back?"

"I don't know if I should" I honestly said.

"Come here" he said before going upstairs.

I followed him up the stairs to our room. Yes. Our room. Khalif and I have been living together for 3 months now. I don't live here alone with him because Aaquil volunteered to stay with us just in case Khalif gets out of hand. Anyways, I walked upstairs and he was sitting on the bed. I stood in front of him and he hugged me. It shocked me because he never shows affection.

"What are you doing?" I asked messing with his dreads.

"I'm sorry, Kali. I know I haven't been the best person towards you and I didn't mean to hurt you. I just I-I was being stupid." He said grabbing my waist.

He sat me down on his lap and rubbed his finger across my eye.

"I did this and you didn't deserve it!" he said.

I really didn't know what to say. How could you hurt someone and then say you don't deserve it? I kissed his forehead and went to our bathroom. I looked in the mirror and was angry. I loved Khalif, but every time I saw what he did to me it made me wanna forget him.

"I'm going to bed, babe" he said.

"Yeah, okay" I nonchalantly said.

He turned off the light and I closed the door.