Kylee's POV
"You'll never be able to walk normally again."
There comes a time in one's life where you really have to reflect on who you are, what you've done, what you will do. Maybe it's the day before you get married, maybe it's a Tuesday night, watching the sun set in the distance. Maybe it's the day that you get the worst new of your life.
The following few days were filled with sympathetic visitors who oh so carefully kept their distance. After all, what do you say to someone who lost so much? "I'm sorry" becomes much more of a burden to hear, rather than a comfort when it's empty echo fills the void of your heart.
You're sorry? You're sorry? It's not your fault that my life has been irreversibly changed. It's not your fault that I'm crippled. It's not your fault that I've lost faith.
I was always a good person. I never intentionally caused harm to anyone, I've never cheated in school, I've always been the first to say hi to the new kid at school. My entire life I've done my best to live as He wants me to, never murmuring, never complaining. I see my peers live contrary to the gospel, yet they aren't the ones suffering. There are drug addicts and alcoholics in my school, but they aren't the ones in the hospital. I can't count how many times I've turned down drugs, alcohol, pornography, R rated movies, bad friends, immodest clothing, swearing, cheating, gossiping, and so many other things yet I am the one in the hospital, suffering and in despair.
And, of course, I can't tell anyone how I feel. I'm Kylee Bradshaw for Pete's sake. I'm the happy Mormon girl full of faith and love and sunshine and rainbows and sparkles and everything bright and pathetic.
Pathetic. Just like me.
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a lil taster of upcoming chapters. it's dark, i know, but i think that her reaction is understandable considering what she's going through.
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