Trust

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A/N
This is the first time I'm doing an author's note at the beginning of a chapter, but I think it's due.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 10K READS! It's been a while since a story of mine got here! I hope we can take it even further!

As you probably guessed: this story is slowly coming to its end. I think I'll have another 10 chapters left (don't cry) and I'll be done. I'm pretty satisfied with how this turned out and it's all because of you guys!

I love you so much for sticking by my side and I hope you will continue to support my work. Vote, comment and share if you like this! Thank you again

Xoxo Selina

Yeri's POV

We spend the rest of the day talking about the illness and what it contains. Again, he takes it very serious. He even turned off his phone so no one could interrupt us while talking. After all of the talking is over he takes me in his arms and I let loose. I relax and listen to his heartbeat.

"I want to take you back home", he whispers suddenly, catching me off guard.

"To meet your family?" I am so surprised by his sudden statement. He never ever stakes anyone home with him, except for the boys of AOMG. But they've been with him for a long time.

"Yeah, I'm serious about you, I want them to meet the girl of my dreams. Besides, my mom is tired of just hearing about you and not knowing who's making her son so happy", he's very giddy as he tells me all of this. It makes me kind of nervous. And he actually talks to his mother about me? What's that all about?

"I'd love to", I whisper back. It scares the hell out of me since my parents have been gone for so long. I'm surprised I can still remember their faces, it's very hard these days. Luckily I still have some pictures of them.

Am I really ready for this? It's a huge step for the both of us. I never once met Jisoo's parents. They never even tried in the period we were together. They thought I wasn't enough for him and he could do way better. I guess screwing some American can qualify for better.

Panic grips my heart as I look at his genuine smile. I just told him everything I was hiding and I'm already lying to him again. It's not anything as bad as my illness, but still. He searches my face for a sign of distress and I try to smile for him. Jay smiles back and pecks my lips before turning to the kitchen. I'm left all alone with my thoughts and it is not good. I tend to overthink everything I ever do. My brain keeps mulling over the fact that I will be traveling to Seattle and I will be meaning his parents.

Jay returns with some snacks for us to eat. "It's okay for you to eat this right?" He's suddenly very concerned.

"Jay, come on. I've eaten this before, with you. It's not like I just magically can't eat that stuff anymore", I explain to him and he nods.

"I knew that", Jay mumbles.

I suppress a little smile as he turns around to get me something to drink, and probably to hide his embarrassment. He return with some drinks and sits down beside me. His lips are pressed together in a thin line and a smile appears on mine. This is the most funny sight ever, but I shouldn't be laughing at him for it. He is trying to be considerate of my situation.

"I have something to ask you too", I suddenly say without thinking. His eyes are big while he turns to look at me.

"What is it?"

"I have an appointment with the doctor in a week or so. I want you to come with me. To see what it's like", my voice becomes smaller and smaller as I speak. Insecurity takes me over.

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