Fresh Air (Jay Park) COMPLETED

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Yeri's POV

Walking through our house after all of these months I still smile. The day we moved in still feels like yesterday. He even threw me the biggest party there was and made me feel so wanted. After all the things we went through in such a short period of time, he still made me feel like the most beautiful person in the world. Jay is wonderful that way, he never lets a single day pass without telling me how amazing his life is with me in it. And I do wish to keep making him feel that way, maybe even for the rest of our lives. Not that either of us is even thinking about marriage. 

Our lives are both taking off, me as a producer and Jay is finally having a career back in America. Which means he is away all of the time. It makes me feel very lonely from time to time, but I guess that's just something we need to go through for our dreams to be realized. Today is one of those days when I feel very lonely. Even Hani is busy, probably with Dean. But I'll let her have it now that he's back in Korea for a while. She's practically the only one who gets me on this. 

Hani has made kind of a career for herself too in those months. She's been promoted to do my old job. Which she seems to be doing with a lot of passion. It also helps that she's a big fan of every single boy group out there. They like her being enthusiastic and keep on hiring her to do stuff. I only do photography rarely these days. It's become really hard to focus on with all of the other stuff going on in my life. It's kind of a pity. 

I put Jay's music on, so I kind of feel like he's still here with me. The time difference makes it hard for us to contact each other right now. And I need to be in the office really early all the time. The way Jay sings to me is still something different. I used to always feel like he was singing for me. Every single he has put out ever since we got together, it has been for me. So it is even more special. 

Jay told me one day: "There's only one person I want to dedicate all of my music to, and that's you. There's no one more special than you in my life." It still makes my heart melt just thinking about it. After that he took me to bed, which I also miss dearly now. 

"Why can't you just come back?" I sigh and slide down a wall in our hallway. After being so sick and thinking I would be dead by now, I thought we'd have more time together than this. It seems like we've forgotten how close I actually got to all of it. It just goes to show how fast things can be forgotten in life. 

"I miss you", I sigh while looking at the picture of the both of us on the wall. We look happy, we are happy. There's nothing coming in between us. That picture makes it look like we can handle anything in this world. Even almost dying. The people back then were different. Better in a way. 

"I don't want to miss you anymore", I sigh again. The sighing leaves my body heavier than it already was. 

"Well, then don't?" A deep male voice says from the side. I didn't even hear him come in, let alone see him. He's leaning against the side of the wall where I'm sitting against and has this big goofy smile. "I came back to see you." 

I don't care how it may look, but I get up faster than lightning. I jump into his arms and wrap myself around him. My whole body and soul has missed him and only now do I feel complete. He always leaves such a hole where my heart is supposed to be. How can one person own so much of you? 

"I missed you", I almost cry out. There's something desperate by the way we're hanging on to each other, but we don't care anymore. All of the things have been said and done, there are no more secrets between us. We don't want to hide our feelings any longer. Jay is the only one I can truly be myself around. 

"I missed you more", he whispers into my ear. For some reason it always sends chills down my spine when he does that. And you bet he knows about it. I told him this one time, and he never lets me forget about it. 

"How long will you be home?" I ask, a bit scared of the time we've got this time. He may not be a kpop star anymore or be with an entertainment company, but he's gone as much as they are. 

"As long as you'll need me. I'm taking time off, for you", he says and kisses my neck softly. My eyes water up again and I let go. The tears roll down my cheeks and I kiss him desperately. There's nothing more I need than to just be with him, here and now. My heart is his and will always be with him wherever he goes. I just hope he always comes back to me. 

Trick question

should I make a second book of of this? I've been toying with the idea for too long and you guys can be the judge. I'll leave this question open for answers for about a month. Leave it in the comments! 

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