E.X.ing (Luhan Fanfic)

Cuddling

Lixian stands infront of the front door, waiting for Luhan. No tears, but her eyes swollen, she cried so hard before but now she wants to hand it over to the God's plan. She just wants the fate to show its true self, and If the fate will hurt her, she believes, she will be healed.

As she waits there in silence, she starts feeling so hopeless, questioning will he come back this time? A sigh leaves her lips and now she wants to give up. Slowly, she turns on her heels, and takes a step. But before she could walk away, she hears the click from the door. Immediately she turns her face and finds him there.

Without saying a thing, Luhan walks to her direction when he first sess her, having no patience to deliver everything. Right infront of her, he stops and smiles softly at her. With this, Lixian's heart skips a beat and her lips numbs.

"Everything is alright" He whispers softly as he pulls her into his embrace. Never in his life, he feels so relieved and blessed.

"Wha- what did you mean?" She asks with her low tone.

"I know you heard about my conversation with Jia, maybe it breaks your heart, but don't worry baby, she wasn't pregnant" He tells her. He actually caught the glimpse of her figure when he left with Jia earlier.

Hearing about that, Lixian smiles unconsciously but her tears stream down her face, a joy and relieved tears. Slowly she hugs his waist back and snuggles more to his chest. So this is their fate, it still makes her cry but the tears is the happy one, not the sad one.

"Thank you" Luhan talks to her, he feels thankful because she stays here because he couldn't help but to have some negative thought about her leaving. But now everything is alright, it's over, the pain and the sadness are gone away, they could start something new.

***

No sound, so quiet. Deep in their own thought, noone tried to interupt. Jia was staring blankly at the dashboard, never thought it would failed like this. She turned into a demon just to keep him in her arms, but she lost him.

"This is the last time I will see you, let's never meet again" Luhan talked so sudden, giving her a heart attack.

"What?" She asked, tears on her eyes but she tried to hold it because now she realized, the tears wouldn't work on him.

"I want to cut the string between us, even with Hao, because I have no point to keep it" He turned his face away, feeling sad and guilty towards her and Hao. But he needed to do this, cut the strings between him and them. Eventhough he really wanted to keep the string with Hao, but he couldn't because Jia would use it to take advantages from him, again.

"Why?" She asked as her tears fell down. Her heart broke, leaving a deep scar.

"Don't do this to me" She continued as her eyes pleaded to him.

"I'm sorry, but I have Xian now, she is everything for me, I'm sorry" He repeated his apologize. He felt relieved because he could say this farewell to her, but a little part of his heart felt sad and he didn't know why. Maybe all these years, they were always together, raising Hao together.

"I love you, you love her, I'm nothing, she's everything" Jia talked more to herself pathetically, but Luhan saw everything, this broke his heart, because he was sorry.

"I'm sorry" He whispered.

"She's the winner and I'm the loser" She looked deep into Luhan's eyes, but her gaze was blank.

"We'll meet again, soon" She continued and walked out, leaving Luhan in a deep silent.

He thought about her words and he got worries. More because Jia acted so calm and didn't even yell at him. He just didn't want to meet her again, because if he met her together with Hao, he might change his mind. He really wanted to treat her and Hao as strangers, but this was hard for him, because he always loved Hao.